PLEASE LISTEN TO HOLLOW BY STRAY KIDS AS YOU ARE READING THIS, AS IT IS MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE.
She wrote dear like the person who left notes does, but dear is a very common pet name. But she gave me her number. I am screaming internally right now. But I'm not gay. At least I don't think so. I don’t know. I finished my boba and so did Chichi. We pay and decide to call it a day. We say our goodbyes and I go home. I am really confused about myself right now. As I walk home I put my headphones on and listen to Stray Kids’ song ‘Hollow’ in the newest album.
“~全て抱きしめ 走っても why do I feel hollow? どんな場所にいても孤独になる I'm alone 愛が必要なのか 一人でいる程 無理やり満たしても I'm so 雲の中の moon 光りない夜 名前もない心, ah-ah 空を彷徨う~”
After a bit of scrolling on my phone, I hear a noise outside my window. Hm? I get up and go to my window, as I open it I hear a faint rustle.
“Hello?” I poke my head out of my window, the fresh afternoon breeze hitting my face. I look around, on the street, towards my front door, at the forest next to my house. There’s nothing. As I look at the street again a flash is shining on the side of my face, like someone’s taking a photo.
“Who’s there?” I yell. I looked towards the wood, panicked. I see something rustling in the bushes, and I close my window and blinds.
I run to the door to make sure it’s locked, luckily it is. As I check for any unlocked window, or doors I see something rustling in the forest through the window in my living room. I quickly close the curtains and run to my room. Is someone watching me? I mean I’ve felt eyes on me the past week but this is seriously crossing the line. This is fucking creepy! Do I have a stalker? I really hope I don’t. But why me? What's so special about me that you want to stalk me. I sigh. I just wanna get some sleep. But I can't sleep, knowing someone is watching me!
Maybe I should work on that writing commission I have. That could get my mind off things. I go to my desk and start writing, my mind never putting aside the fact I'm being watched. But it settles down over time.

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