ERIK

I walked out of the bathroom, tired and ready to go to sleep. A scent of cinnamon caught my nose. I looked around the room, and my eyes settled on the bed. There lay a beautiful black panther, its blue eyes on me. My eyes must be playing tricks because there was no way Raven would get in my room without permission. I stepped closer to the bed, but the panther didn’t move or disappear. It looked at me with hungry eyes. I shook my head and rubbed my eyes, thinking it would make the illusion disappear. It didn’t. What was happening?

“Raven? What are you doing here?” I asked utterly confused. The omega shifted back to his human form, not changing his position. He laid on his side, one arm keeping his head up, while the other rested on his hip. His very naked hip. Wait. What? I looked at him again. Raven was indeed naked on my bed. 

“What took you so long, babe?” Raven said, pouting. “I was getting bored without you.”

“Babe? What? How did you get in Raven?” I asked confused, approaching the bed. I tried not to look at his body.

“You let me in, silly. Told me to wait while you showered, and then we could sleep together.” He said with a chuckle.

“I did?” I asked. I couldn’t remember if I made that promise to him. Maybe I did? I wasn’t sure.

“Yes, but I had other plans. And I see your friend down there has the same one as me.” Raven said, looking down at my pants with hungry eyes.

“W-What?” I looked down at my crotch and was surprised to see a boner marking in my sweatpants. 

What was happening? I was confused. So confused, I didn’t notice Raven move on the bed and stand in front of me. The omega placed his hands on my chest, going down my abdomen until one of them caressed my hard-on on top of my clothes. I grabbed Raven’s hand, stopping him.

“What are you doing?” I asked with a frown. 

“I’m just doing what we always do. Don’t tell me you don’t want this, babe.” He said with a flirty smile, and somehow he pushed me onto the bed, placing himself on top of me. 

“Raven, snap out of it. Are you in heat? You are acting strange.” I tried to move him, but he didn’t budge. I didn’t want to hurt him.

“I am not in heat. You are the one acting strange.” Raven said with a pout on his lips and then leaned down to me, his mouth against my ear as he whispered. “You want me, Erik. You want me so bad. Want to be inside me. Make me moan. Come inside me.”

“I—” Raven shut me up with his lips on mine, kissing me with passion. 

One of his hands went down my chest and to my crotch, sneaking under my clothes and grabbing my cock. I moaned between the kiss, and I couldn’t hold back anymore. I placed my hands on his hips and managed to flip him under me. My lips attacked his neck with need, he tasted sweet just like his scent. I backed out and looked him in the face. His cheeks flushed, his lips red from the kissing, and his eyes hooded with pleasure.  

“You are going to regret provoking me, Raven.” I warned him, placing my hand on his chest. My fingers played with one of his nipples, making him let out a moan. A sound that gave me shivers and went all the way down my spine to my cock.

“I won’t. Need you so bad, Erik.” The omega said with a smile before bringing me back down for another passionate kiss. My hand traveled down his body until I touched his cock. I had never touched another man’s shaft, but I didn’t hesitate, wrapping my hand around it and stroking Raven’s like I usually did mine. “Ahhh, Erik. Yes, babe. Fuck.”

I continued to stroke Raven’s cock while my lips found his nipple. I licked and bit into it. Raven moaned and squirmed beneath me with pleasure. His hand moved to grip my hair. Raven’s moans were like music to my ears. Each time a gasp came out of his mouth, my body reacted, and I was proud of seeing him come undone with my touch. I wanted him to feel more pleasure. I released my grip on his cock, making him let out an upset groan. 

“Why did you stop? I want more.” Raven said looking at me, I grinned. My hand moved past his cock and between his legs until my fingers found his wet entrance. 

“I will give you more.” I said, pushing one of my fingers inside him with one single push. The omega moaned as I moved the finger inside him, trying to find that spot.

I pushed my finger out and came back in with two this time, and then three. His insides were so warm I was dying to be inside him, to feel him around me. Once I considered he was ready for me, I took my finger out and then placed myself better between his legs. I realized then that I had no condoms. 

“Come inside me, Erik. Need you inside.” Raven begged me with need.

“I don’t have a condom.” I confessed, and the omega shook his head.

“I’m not in heat. We are safe. Please.” He said, and I doubted it for a second, but then decided to fulfill his wishes—and mine too.

I placed my cock against his slicky entrance and then sinked deep inside his body with one drive of my hips. Warm tight pressure surrounded me; it made me see stars for a second. I had never felt like this with the woman I’ve been before. 

“Oh fuck! Yes.” Raven cried out in pleasure, pulling me down for a kiss. I started moving my hips slowly, waiting for the omega to get used to me. I broke the kiss apart, and Raven moaned. “More. Faster.”

“As you wish.” I answered, grabbing his hips. I sped up and thrust harder, deeper. My cock hit that spot inside Raven every time. His moans filled the room along with my moans. With each thrust, I felt my climax getting closer.

“Fuck. Erik. I’m…I can’t…Fuck!” Raven moaned harder and harder. White strands of cum flew over Raven’s stomach. I felt his muscles squeeze around me and the sensation of my release in my spine. With one last deep thrust, I came inside him. After a few seconds, I pulled out from inside him. Seeing my cum mixed with his slick coming out of his hole. I could go for another round, but I was tired. I collapsed down beside him and closed my eyes to catch my breath.

I opened my eyes to the ceiling of the room, and I looked around the bed in search of Raven. He was nowhere to be seen. It had all been just a dream. I looked down at my body, noticing my morning wood proudly showing on my sweatpants, a small wetness of precum at the tip. I remembered the results of the quiz I did last night, the dream, and now the boner I had to deal with. Was I really gay? I had to find the answer to that.

Grabbing my phone from the bedside table, I googled a porn site and went straight to the gay videos section. A whole bunch of options showed up, but I just pressed the first one that popped up. I hit the play button and watched the video. It was…interesting, but not exciting. My boner was still strong inside my pants, but there was no reaction to the images in the video. I sighed. So the quiz had lied, I was not gay. I felt no attraction to any other men, except for Raven. 

I concluded that it was the effect of our bond and Raven well…he was beautiful. My cock jumped forward at the image of Raven in my mind, and I shook my head. I had to deal with my erection the way I always had done. On the porn website, I went back to the straight part and pressed on a video. With my free hand, I pushed my pants down, releasing my cock from its prison. I wrapped my fingers around it and stroked my shaft while my eyes locked on the images shown in my phone.  

At one point, I lost focus on the video, and images of Raven came to my mind. I remembered the dream I had, fantasies of Raven naked in my bed as he took my cock. His moans sounded in my head. 

“Fuck.” I said through panting breaths and groans of pleasure, increasing the pace until my climax came at the image of Raven in my bed, naked, undone with my seed spilling from his entrance. 

A few minutes later, clarity hit me right in the face. What had I done? Had I just used Raven as masturbation material? I felt awful for using him, and I was more confused than before.

Did I really have feelings for Raven?