Yonan swallowed hard, his eyes fixed ahead—toward the unknown—his breath shallow, lungs grasping only the steam that thickened the air.
The road leveled, cliffs of stone looming to the left, and to the right the edge of a precipice where boiling waves of a furious river crashed. The roar of the hot water hammered at his ears. Pebbles skittered beneath his wheels, each jolt convincing him he would topple into the scalding current, though more than three meters of ground still separated him from the cliff’s edge.
The man’s eyes drilled into him a moment longer before he turned forward again, pedaling into the mist. The group followed.
They rode until the sound of rushing water thinned and the fog began to lift. Yonan exhaled deeply—finally, his lungs could taste air again.
Relaxation spread from him like a spell. One by one they sat, each on a stone, dipping their feet. The pregnant woman—the laboring one—seemed the most enchanted of all, lifting her face toward the sky with eyes closed, brows arched as if her feet were tasting paradise.
"Yeah. Makes me want to piss."
Sam smirked. "Why? Guilty conscience?"
"Yes. Thanks to you reminding me every second."
Steps crunched behind them. A shadow fell across their faces. Yonan looked up into the sun-blotted silhouette of Sam’s father. He couldn’t make out more than the man’s thin mouth.
"Why not share the joke," the man said flatly, "so I can laugh with you?"
"If I am not worthy of respect in your eyes," his father said, voice clipped, "at least show some to those with us, you fool."
Silence held them until the man stepped back, turning to speak with the elders.
"I felt it too. Why? Because we spoiled their peace with our laughter?"
"Not that." Sam’s eyes lifted to Yonan. "This place. Or rather, an old story."
Yonan’s throat knotted. He looked at Sam’s father, picturing a boy committing a sin too heavy for his age.
Yonan bowed his head. "I’m sorry."
Sam shrugged faintly. "These things happen. Some don’t escape them." He looked at his father. "Fifty years wasn’t enough."
"Then why come back here? Why not avoid this place altogether?"
"I don’t know. Maybe he’s slipping too. Four years ago he dreamed his father scolding him for staying away. Since then, he’s brought groups here every autumn, every winter. Perhaps so he won’t face it alone."
Images seared Yonan’s mind: an infant lowered into boiling water, her screams cut short. His chest twisted. He wiped at his eyes, shame burning. Damn it. This trip was supposed to be loud, foolish, a way to forget. Not another weight to carry.
Sam’s father called them to mount up; the sun would sink soon. They rode back toward the city, and the story of Lily circled Yonan’s thoughts until it fused with another face—his mother’s.
He slipped his phone from his pocket. His eyes widened. Fifteen missed calls from Frank. Something’s happened.
He slammed his brakes. Riders skidded behind him, voices muddled in his ears. His pulse thundered.
Sam’s father touched his shoulder. "Son, what’s wrong?"
Yonan swallowed, thumb pressing Frank’s name. The line rang. Clicked.
"Where are you? I’ve been calling for hours!" Frank’s voice—strained.
"Frank… what is it?"
A sob. "Mother, Yonan… she hit her head. They say… they say she won’t make it."
Yonan’s stomach lurched. His chest heaved as though his heart would spill out. He pushed down on the pedal but Sam’s father grabbed his handlebar.
"Let me get you out safely—"
"Get off!" Yonan’s tears streamed hot. "I said get off, you idiot!"
He shoved the man hard. The elder fell, and Yonan tore past, legs pounding the pedals, rage blinding him.
Sam’s father scrambled onto his bike. Yonan vanished around the bend. "Damn it, he’ll kill himself!" he shouted. "Stay here, don’t move!" he ordered the group before tearing off, his own pedals screaming as though to shatter chain and gear.
The bald man rode hard, glimpsing only Yonan’s shadow each time he turned. The descent twisted like a battlefield drill. At this speed, the boy would reach the hot springs in moments.
He’ll fall… he’ll fall.
"Damn, damn, damn!" he spat.
Yonan tore through the turns like a storm, handlebars scraping stone walls. No, it’s not true. It can’t be. Frank misheard the doctors. She’s fine. She has to be. She promised she wouldn’t die before meeting my wife, my children. She promised…
Then Frank’s trembling sob. But what if it’s true? How can I live without her?
His tears blurred everything. Mist coiled around him. All he heard was the river’s roar and his own breaking voice.
Suddenly—a fork. Yonan veered right.
"Not that way, you fool!" the man’s shout cut the air.
Not that way? What—
The ground vanished beneath his wheel. For a breathless instant, Yonan was flying—then realized he was hurling straight toward the boiling, raging river below.

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