One night as George was in his bed in the big old rusty dormitory ;

It was a very tiring evening that when i got to dormitory after night prep , i got straight into bed and slept off dreaming of probably being a drag queen : as i slept i felt something unusual - a hand creeping in my blanket and lifting my waistband ... shocked and probably dying from cold hands my eyes shot wide open ; he saw my eyes wide awake and ran off to his bed : i was scared , what will i say ? who will i tell ? my very cute fazo ( senior nicnamed father ) tried to disgrace my virginity - they won't believe me when i say even i'm crying just like i am now ! they shall dismiss my emotions for their stupid facts .

To be sincere , it wasn't that bad a feeling though - stop it George you sound gay girl ! ... i am probably over exaggerating though lemme just go back to sleep - i told that old man that a single boy's school was not the best idea for my case you know - a sissy . 

I need help ; i'll go searching tommorrow , he might be cute but he is just not my type - i mean he's just a baby , i don't want to be taken for a pedophile ... but to imagine that since my first day in secondary school he had a huge crush on me ... what if it was love at first sight and i was made to live with that short excuse of a guy - might as well cry , shut up ! all this thinking isn't helping my case ...

I mean we'd probably have cute kids together , imagine he's just using my body for his personal satisfaction - i refuse to be a doll , i know i have game but i still have some self respect ...

ACTE I : AT THE LEAST SIX MONTHS LATER 

I can't wait for Jessie's visit tonight ; one last one night stand 

JESSIE : Hio george , see ya later !

I can't believe he just winked at me ... OMG!!! i guess he doesn't realize the danger his actions are placing in our way , i guess tonight i have to get him redhanded as proof that he tries to misuse my body each friday night . I mean these days he's been gettting more and more creative , he literally gave me a blowjob - never in my 14 years of experience have i seen a femboy get blowjobbed - i wanted to stop him but he's soo good at it , i mean nobody does it better and as they say one good turn deserves another - best i let him exhaust his lust than watching him carry it out on other innocent students ...

But what is wrong with me , i'm no better than him if this is what i think about - i'm no more a victim at this point , i guess he's more likely the victim to my manipulation : i mean ; IS THIS WHAT HUMANITY HAS REALLY COME TO ... SITUATIONSHIPS AND ONE NIGHT STANDS ? TASTE THAT DON'T MAKE IT PAST THE NIGHT - SWEET FRANGRANCES THAT STAY IN OUR SAD LUSTOUS DAY DREAMS ! 

i'm worried if what we got is more than a thing - if i confront him , will we make it past the night ? ... or is this just another one of those one night stands and is it what we have become ?

FELIX ; LULS ; BENJA ; BRAHAM and LIAM : hey George what do you think bitch ?

i had forgotten that my friends were around , i always tend to zoom out 

LULS : What is it nawe ? tell us ?

BRAHAM : i guess it's another cute bwoy (boy with accent ) !!!

LIAM : Naaaa! me and George are the serious ones here , we didn't come fishing out village boys

 But the village boys are cuter why was he generalising ? those boys were three times better if not a zillion ... why was he speaking for me - serious! since when ? ... it's obviously a boy on my mind and not the X i failed to find in math today 

ME : well it is something to do with a boy but if i tell you guys i don't need y'all laughing like you do usually - no judging too and i need you to pledge your secrecy ...

FELIX : what could be that important to beg us to shut up like as if we are white , we are black and it's in our culture to laugh at testimonies and stuff - we are very unserious in Uganda ; we are the meme country for a reason ...

ME : i literaly asked you not to laugh ... free eyerolls for y'all now - so iconic , i need new friends !

BRAHAM : just speak nawe 

ME : some guy in my dormitory keeps trying to molesting me and he's gradually getting too comfortable and i'm getting worried - i went to the prefect of security's office but he needs proof like wtf !

LULS : that  is the mistake that you made , you should never trust the prefectorial body it's just a decoration put in place to make us believe that students share power with the adults too 

ME : well who else was i to trust when y'all refuse to understand me , is it because i'm the only transfem amongst you or is it because y'all don't care about me because being wierd isn't an excuse since basing on societal norms we all kinda are ...

BRAHAM : do you think you are the only pretty one here , i also have plenty of guys that try to disturb my sleep but i don't have anybody to talk to about it

ME : one can imagine - i mean why are the straight normal kids commiting nearly all the crime in this shitty country but queer people are the ones persecuted ; never seen a queer person abandon their children on the roadside ... even though we rarely have children biologicaly - which is ok !!!

BENJA : mwe you bitches just know this school is filled with people like that but their parents would be quick to defending them at the cost of blaming an innocent sissy excetra that was more so over the victim of rape by that particular 'straight' kid ...my fazo last trimestre asked me to have sex with him on the last day but i refused and i changed a bunk bed this trimestre so i can be as far away as i can from him.

LULS : you guys are still young , if it was me i'd beat him up - actually if i recall there was some guy that climbed my bed and when i saw him , he was in his boxers , he wanted to run away but i held his hand - i'm fade up of these cowards if you want to fuck me then do it when it when i'm still awake such that i can enjoy it ...

FELIX : every single day i smile and every other day i put up with their shit cuase i always thought i was the only victim since i am the stronger one who can handle it hoping maybe you look up to me and if one day i'm lost in a deep depression you know where to look for me when you realize a sudden-drastic change in my usual pattern - indoctrinated to be straight and a nationalist to a country that wants nothing to do with me ... turns out we are all victims of more than one failing system .

LIAM : Guys i guess it's curfew but since now we know , we need to all get justice for the people like us that being badly touched ... goodnight and good luck for the night ..

like what were these motherfuckers whining about when we ll know that we kind of enjoy it even thought it becomes bitter when imposed on us like these cowards do - i'd prefer to makeout with someone on my terms and not misused or defiled ; it makes me feel disgusted with myself .

i guess i'm decided - tonight i get vengeance for being used like a sextoy with or without my permission - Jessie won't get away this night ...

BRAHAM : George let's go to dormitory , jazz me about your secret admirer and rapist 

ME : but Braham what are you talking about petit coquin ...

BRAHAM : Don't make me laugh ... Does have a big dick ? ... ha!ha!ha! 

ME : go to bed , you sound drunk !

But he was right and now i was curious and so i slept off after a little insomnia crisis that runs in my father's side of the family . The time approached and i heard somebody approach , he whispered in my ear and said 

"George i want to fuck you ! ... can i fuck you" till date that dark-romance language always turns me on , shivers went down my spine and i begun to panic , should i stop him or should i pretend to not be there ...

he left and as he was searching for probably lube i couldn't breathe , i kind of wanted to really know if he had a huge dick or if sex was actually as interesting as they say on tv , my stomach started acting up probably producing acids due to the magic words - i wanted to steal a peak and see who my defiler was but i was scared , what if he's with his gang and they had decided to gang bang me or probably he had a knife because he couldn't just offer to rape me in the middle of the dormitory and expect to get away with it ... at this point i was thinking about the descriptions given in some book on lightreader i read back as a child titled " Married to the devil's son " i was feeling that electricity and then he returned with a scoop of samona skin jelly in his palm , if you know it then you know how it's solid but smoother than oil - perfect idea for lubrication ... for a 13 yaer old he seeemed to have a lot of experience which made me question if he was molested as a kid ... he held my mouth and ...

TO BE CONTINUED 

(based on a true life experience)