The alarm buzzed and Lily woke with the strange calm that comes when a decision is already forming inside you. The flyer still sat beside the clock, edges curled from the night air. She stared at it while the city outside murmured its morning rhythm, buses rolling by, someone yelling at a passing car, the smell of coffee drifting through the thin walls. She turned the flyer over in her hands and whispered the address printed on it as if saying it out loud made it more real.
At work that night the store felt smaller than usual. Every beep of the scanner echoed in her chest. Her manager, a middle-aged man named Russ, handed her the nightly report and said she could cover another shift on Saturday if she wanted extra hours. She hesitated. The audition was Saturday. For a moment she imagined herself refusing, imagined telling him she had something else, something big. Instead she said she would think about it.
Through the glass door she saw her reflection next to the bright drink cooler behind her. The girl in the glass looked calm but her hands kept fidgeting. Between customers she wrote the audition details on a receipt and folded it into her pocket. Her heart thudded harder every time she touched it, like a secret heartbeat.
After her break she went out back to take trash to the dumpster. The night air was cold but soft. The alley smelled of rain and cardboard. She leaned against the brick wall and let herself breathe. For months she had waited for something to happen. Maybe this was it. Not a miracle, not a promise, just a small door opening in the dark.
When she came back inside Russ asked if she was okay. She nodded and said she was fine. He looked at her for a second, shrugged, and went to check the stockroom. Lily smiled faintly. She had never told anyone at work about her dreams. They knew her as quiet and steady, not as someone who wanted more.
Near closing time a teenage girl came in wearing a bright jacket and earbuds. She grabbed a bottle of water and smiled at Lily. “You look tired,” the girl said. “Long shift?”
“Yeah,” Lily said.
The girl laughed. “I work at the diner across the street. Night shifts kill you, don’t they?”
“They do,” Lily said. “But sometimes you just keep going.”
The girl nodded and left, the doorbell chiming softly behind her. Lily watched her disappear into the street. There was something familiar in that quick smile, that small exhaustion hidden under it.
At dawn, Lily walked home again. The streets were empty except for delivery trucks and a stray cat chasing something invisible. The early light painted the buildings in silver gray. She reached her apartment, dropped her bag, and sat on the bed. Maya was still asleep. Lily looked at the flyer one last time before placing it on her desk under a small lamp.
Then she wrote her resignation letter on a piece of notebook paper. Her handwriting shook a little but she didn’t stop. She wrote simply that she appreciated the job, that she needed to try something new, that her last day would be Friday. When she finished she folded the letter neatly, placed it in an envelope, and set it inside her bag.
For the first time in years she felt awake even though she hadn’t slept. The city hummed below her window, buses starting their routes, people moving toward ordinary mornings. She watched them with a small smile and whispered to herself, “I’m going.”
She didn’t know what waited beyond that audition room, but she knew what waited if she stayed—and that was enough to make her stand up.

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