I woke up the next morning wrapped in Johann’s arms. After a night that was, to put it mildly, rather painful—it always ends with a throbbing ache—I found that simply being with him made me forget the physical sting.
I sat up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes, and reached for my phone on the bedside table. My heart nearly stopped.
Forty missed calls. All from my father. All from last night.
He was undoubtedly seething. I scrambled into my clothes, pressed a hurried parting kiss onto Johann’s forehead, and bolted out of the flat toward the manor.
As I floored it in my BMW, my grip on the steering wheel was white-knuckled. I knew exactly what was coming. The shouting, the lectures, the inevitable ‘punishment’ of freezing my accounts or grounding me like a common child.
When I arrived at the estate, the air inside was thick with a suffocating silence. I found my father, Matthias, sitting with Hanna in the drawing room.
He lifted his head, his gaze piercing through me. "Max. Come here." He gestured to the seat beside him. I obeyed, my pulse racing.
"My boy," he began, his voice laced with a strange sense of revulsion, "what on earth are you doing to yourself?"
The word 'boy'—or rather, the way he used it—stung. He hadn't called me that in years. I felt a shift in the atmosphere, but I couldn't quite place it.
"Max, answer your father," Hanna’s voice cut through my thoughts.
I blinked, confused. "What do you mean, Father?"
He sighed heavily, reaching out to touch my neck. "This."
His touch was light, yet it sent a jolt of pain through me. I suddenly remembered: Johann had bitten me last night, leaving a dark, jagged mark.
I looked away, flushed with shame. "It’s... it’s my boyfriend, Father," I muttered.
Matthias didn't even look at me. "Has the entirety of Berlin’s female population vanished, for you to settle for this 'Johann'? Max, I see nothing healthy in this... arrangement."
Fury bubbled up inside me. How dare he? Did he think he could play the 'concerned parent' just to force me back into his mould of a 'proper man'? He just wanted me to be a dull carbon copy of himself.
"So, you’re trying to play the good father now just because you’re a homophobe?" I snapped.
He looked at me in genuine bewilderment, but I didn't let him speak.
"I am twenty-one! I am no longer a child for you to manipulate just so I can fit into your business projects!"
"Max, please!" Hanna gasped, her face pale. "Calm down, he is your father!"
I turned on her, my voice a roar. "Shut it, you gold-digging whore! Don’t you dare play mother with me. I’m not a fool."
I didn't wait for a reply. I sprinted toward my room, leaving them both in the wake of my rage.
Silence fell over the room. Matthias let out a hollow breath. "Fit my business projects? What has gotten into him?"
Hanna placed a hand on his. "Matthias... don't you think we’ve neglected him? Especially these last few years. He’s an adult, yes, but he’s still family."
Matthias pulled away. "I hear what you’re trying to say... but I haven't the time for such trivialities. If you wish to coddle him, go ahead. I have work to attend to."
He stood up and left her there, more unsettled than the day she had married him. Hanna wanted to be a mother to Max, but a voice inside told her it was a lost cause. A child rarely loves the stepmother.
Hanna walked to Max’s room and knocked softly.
"Go away, you arrogant bastard!" Max’s voice thundered from behind the door, thick with hatred.
"Max, it’s Hanna! Please, open up."
The door swung open violently. Max stood there, his eyes bloodshot from either tears or rage. "What do you want?"
"Max, I want to talk... to understand," she said softly. "I promise, I won’t judge you or your partner."
Max froze. Was this a trick? She’s a spy, he thought, sent by my father to dig for secrets. "No, thank you," he spat. "I’m not some pathetic insect begging for your pity."
Hanna flinched as if he had slapped her. "Max, I know I’m not your real mother, but bottling this up... it will destroy you."
Max slammed the door in her face. "Get out! I never want to see your pathetic face again!"
Growing up in a turbulent environment, becoming a well-adjusted individual feels like an impossible dream. Max Adler is a young man trapped in a storm of inner conflict, desperately searching for the psychological stability he’s never known. In a world of cold palaces and toxic shadows, can he find his way back to the truth?
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