"But...but He said He was my mate. He said no other wolf would ever want someone like me." The insecurities and the matra that was repeated every day of my ten years in that pack came to the surface.

"Who is He?" I heard the growl in his voice. Devin was angry. I shrank away from his touch. Anger meant punishment or the basement. I could almost feel myself shrink back into my small ten year old body. 

"Devin stop! You're scaring her. You need to keep your wolf in check brother." 

Devin calmed down instantly. I could almost see his wolf pin his ears back saying he was sorry.

"I'm sorry Sunny. I didn't mean to lose control so easily. I would never hurt you! I would never let anyone hurt you!" 

It was a very strange position we were all in. Everyone was on their knees. I had two big burly alphas on their knees in front of me. I never thought this would ever happen in a million years. I started to giggle. I probably looked like a loon. Both alphas looked at eachother with concern. I giggled harder which then turned into uncontrollable laughter. What even is this life? I went through abuse and trauma only to meet my fated mates. Mates as in two. I've never even heard of that happening but leave it up to me. It seems only natural that I would be the first wolf in existence to have two alpha mates.

"Little Wolf are you okay?" Darvein asked. I could tell he was honestly worried about me.

"Yeah it just all seems so unbelievable. What are the chances I get caught in YOUR territory when I've never been caught before in all eight years of being a rogue. It's just insane!" My laughing stopped as I felt my mood sober. What are the chances of that ever happening. I was always more alert and aware of my surroundings. Why did I let my guard down as soon as stepped foot on this territory?

"It was fate. The Moon Goddess wanted to make sure our paths crossed." Devin said as my mind reached the same conclusion.

"It was fate." I repeated back.

"Little Mate will you tell us some things about yourself? Only if you want to of course." Devin asked. Now they both had a nickname for me. Even though I wanted to be annoyed I could feel myself swoon on the inside. I never had cute or sweet nicknames only vile and cruel ones.

"I uh...what do you want to know?" I wasn't sure how much I should share. I wasn't sure if I should trust them so easily just because they are mates.

Trust them! Sunny trust them!

That voice again! Who are you? I asked inside my head. Was I actually losing my mind? Had all the trauma I experienced finally broken my mind? 

Not... strong... enough

What the hell does that even mean? 

"Tell us whatever you're comfortable with Little Wolf." 

"Okay... we may want to get more comfortable for this."