There was a knock on the conference door. Who could that be? We finally finished that meeting so I thought I'd be able to run away and take a nap somewhere. This was the most exhausted I've felt in a long time. Even through the winters where I nearly starved to death I never felt as exhasuted as I currently did. 

I'm almost through.

That voice again! Its so familair! Who is it?

"Come in Dorothy." Darevin called to the person knocking on the door. 

"Good afternoon Alpha, Beta." She nodded at both my mates.

"We need you to do a full work up on Sunny here. Please keep everything confidential. Put all her blood work and what not under a fake name. Even her chart needs to have a fake name." Devin said.

If they could just be quiet I might be able to sneak in a quick nap. My eyes continuously got heavier and heavier the longer their conversation dragged on.

"Alright Sunny, I'm just going to take some blood for now to run a few tests on." 

My eyes flew open in an instant. "No...no needles. No needles." 

"I'm sorry dear but I have to use one to get your blood." Dorothy said as she pulled out the kit she'd use to stab me with.

"No!" The doctors in my old pack would drain me of blood slowly for hours. I wasn't going to let that happen ever again. I tried to make myself as small as possible in the big chair.

"Sunny she just needs a little so she can test it and make sure everything is okay with your health." Devin said coming down to my level on the chair. "You can hold both of our hands and close your eyes okay. We won't let anything happen to you."

"If...if I say to stop can we?" I felt like a child. Felt so weak acting like this over a needle. Why was I still so weak? It had been eight years and I still couldn't get over my past. 

"Yes. If you tell her to stop she will." Darevin said this time. They both took my hands and I closed my eyes so tight I saw stars. 

I felt the prick in my arm and was immediately taken back into my past.

Trigger Warning: Abuse

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I was strapped down to the old leather chair again. I don't even know what I did wrong. Did I ever really do anything wrong to end up in this chair? I think the doctor just liked treating me like this. 

"My, my Sunny what a disobedient child you are. This is the third time with week and its only Wednesday. Shame on you for putting the Alpha in such a position." I could hear the disturbing joy in his voice. He loved when Alpha sent me to him for punishment. He loved making me cry and beg for him to stop. 

"Please... please not again. I can't go through that again. Please." I weakly said. I no longer had the strength to do much of anything anymore. I never got the proper nutrients I needed to heal nor to survive. I was weak and helpless in this pack with no hope of anyone saving me. I was completely alone here.

"Now, now begging doesn't get you anywhere. You know that don't you? Or are you really as stupid as the Alpha always says? Hmm? Well that doesn't really matter now does it? You know how much fun we have when Alpha sends you to me. How should we spend our time this time? I could see how much blood I can drain before you pass out? Or see how much pain I could inflict before you lose consciousness? Decisions... decisions. Oh, I know! We'll do both! What a great idea Sunny!" He always did this. Made everything seem as though it took some real brain power to come up with what he was going to do to me. When in reality he thinks about this stuff nonstop. He likes to expirement with pain and I was his only test subject. 

I saw him grab a syringe and a tube to start draining my poor helpless body. I started to struggle. I couldn't stop my body from trying to get out of my restraints. Everytime fight or flight took over my body I always chose flight even when there was nowhere to run to. 

"You'll tire yourself out Sunny dear. Then we won't have as much fun." He grabbed my wrist and put the needle into my vein. I hated when he did this. It felt like I could feel my life force draining into the bucket. Sometimes I wished he would drain too much and would actually kill me. Sometimes in my dreams it would actually happen and I'd be free. Free of the pain, of the never ending torture. 

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"Sunny! Sunny! Come back to us!" I heard a voice start to penetrate the fog in my mind.

"Mm what going on?" I was swatting at the hands that were shaking me. Why was someone shaking me? What if it was Alpha shaking me?! I jerked away from the hands. "Let me go! Let me go!" I could tell I was yelling but, I couldn't hear myself. 

"Sunny it's us! It's Devin and Dare. You're safe." My mind finally started to focus. I saw the doctor lady packing her stuff up and getting ready to walk out the door. Then I was finally able to focus on the concered look on my mates faces. 

"I'm sorry!" I started to sob. What is happening to me? Why am I so emotional? I was never like this before!

You can finally trust someone to take care of us...

That ominous voice was getting annoying. I recognize it but I still can't figure out who it is. And what did it mean us?

"Sunny calm down. It's okay, it isn't your fault." Darevin said. Cradling my face with his hands. 

"What happened back there?" Devin asked still holding onto my hand.

"Just a memory." I tried to brush it off. Too tired to continue this line of questioning. My eyes started drooping again. 

"Lets get you to bed. You can take a nice long nap. Mom and Dad won't be here until later for dinner." Darevin said as he helped me to my feet. 

We slowly made our way out of the conference room. I was basically using Darevin as my own personal leaning post. My legs kept getting heavier and heavier the more we walked.

"Sunny? Do you want me to just carry you up to bed?" Darevin asked poking my cheek with his finger.

I could only muster a nod and a weird grumble. I was asleep before we even made it to the stairs.