I was so confident earlier, but when I followed Thomas into a fancy hotel nearby, I thought I had lost my mind. I hid behind his broad back as he paid for a room, and I felt a bunch of gazes stuck to me as we walked over to the elevators. This hotel … seriously.

As Thomas paid, I turned my brain off, because the price was mind-boggling. The lobby felt luxurious, and almost royal in a sense, with the marbled shine all over, and the chandeliers, and the comfy couches all around. The atmosphere alone smelled rich; I didn’t know how to describe it. 

Clinging to Thomas’ arm, I snuck into the elevator with him, what he commented with a gentle chuckle. And of course, we were alone inside of it, and mirrors decorated all walls around us, illuminated by a golden glow. Even though we were alone in the generously sized elevator, Tommy stood right beside me, his shoulder snuggling against mine. 

Realizing how tense I was, his fingers forced me to look up at him, and he stole half my thoughts with just his soft smile alone, and in the way his fingers tickled along my jawline. 

But then, he threw my heart into even more tumult by gifting me one quick little kiss onto my lips, a taste of what was to come, a taste of what to expect … and it totally worked, especially when his eyes spoke tales I didn't dare imagine yet. 

Given my experience with Vince, I honestly expected Thomas would push me right onto the bed as soon as we arrived, but instead, I got to watch him loosen his tie and pull it off of himself. Following his tie, he rid his wrist of his watch, and he took out his car keys, his phone and his wallet, placing it all onto the nightstand beside the bed. 

Slowly, but surely, he took off all the luxurious accessories he wore, and even began unbuttoning his vest, making me stare with drool in my mouth. When he noticed, he only chuckled. 

“Should we have a drink first? We could order something with room service.” 

“I already had too much wine earlier,” I whispered. He doesn’t want to get right to it? Wants to drink and talk first, take his time? I couldn’t believe it at all. 

Thomas slipped out of his vest, and even without it, his waist looked delicious, his shoulders were amazing, and overall, the body that hid under all these layers … I gulped. “I should wash up …” 

In a smile, Thomas sat down onto the bed. “Alright. Take your time.” 

I showered as quickly as possible, because the longer I stood there under the water, the more nervous I became.

Am I really doing this? I wondered.

My body shivered all over as if I was cold, and it didn’t stop even after I tiptoed out of the bathroom in a white bathrobe wrapped around my unclothed body, and Thomas still sat there where I had left him, on the bed, patiently waiting for me. 

As soon as our eyes met, he greeted me with a soft smile, and his fingers reached for my waist as soon as I approached, pulling me closer until I managed to find my way onto his lap. But they were still rather polite in the way he touched me, even though we were about to do so, so much more. 

He fluffed through my damp hair. “All that effort, but now, the curls are all gone.” 

“T-That’s okay.” Sitting on his lap made me all fidgety.

Seeing as though I avoided his gaze, he held my face in a gentle manner to keep me from escaping. “Don't be nervous, darling.”

Filling me with goosebumps and adrenaline all the same, he nudged me closer in a gentle manner, heart racing louder when our eyes met. A sweet kiss came to be, with Tommy guiding me into it, my eyelids falling shut so fast, and so gently. 

At first, his lips moved softly against mine, and only once I melted away and opened my own mouth did the kiss turn more intense, our tongues playing with one another in a most sensual way.

In that intense kiss, his fingers guided me along his buttons to help him get undressed, and I shimmied closer along his lap, as close as it would allow me to be. Already, through closed eyes and sensitive skin, I felt his built chest, abs hidden beneath that shirt, but even though I wanted to see so bad, my eyelids were too heavy to open, the kiss too enjoyable. 

These naughty sounds our lips made as they wet one another, it was the only sound within the room, everything else quiet and dark, dimly lit and intense, and it only made me feel it more and more. 

The way he nudged me into him, bodies pressing into one another; the way he took the total lead, but didn’t overpower me … it was only just the beginning, but already, I felt safe and noticed in his arms. 

I squeaked, a shy giggle following right after, when I suddenly landed on the bed, and Thomas leaned over me.

“Aren't you in the office all day? How do you have such an amazing body?” My fingers stuttered along his pecs. A nice chest, teased abs poking through. Even his shoulders seemed lean and enticing as his shirt slipped a little lower. And here I had thought Vince had a good body, but this was on a whole new level! 

Thomas chuckled, loosening the knot around my bathrobe. 

“I’ll be honest, I didn’t think we’d do this so soon,” he mumbled. “I thought you’d be a little more reserved.”

Already, I squirmed in embarrassment below him as he opened up my bathrobe, fabric flipping off of me and to the sides, exposing all of me from head to toe. 

Trying to hide, I lowered my hands over it as Thomas let his gaze wander, and his fingers, too. In the end, in my head, I did think he was just like Vince. Maybe he didn’t want to see my own intimate parts, and so, my knees pressed together and my hands shyly hid it away from him. 

But Tommy … I squeaked when he pulled my legs apart, forcing me to spread them for him, and then, his fingers gently shimmied my wrists away so he could take a good, intense look at me. 

For the first time, I felt afraid, because those eyes were sure to eat me up alive; that’s how dark and intrigued they had become. He totally wanted to have his way with me. 

“What a gem you are,” Thomas whispered in a deep rasp, letting his big hand run up and down my stomach, forcing jitters and flinches out of me. Being this exposed, and so intensely observed was new to me, and frankly, I felt embarrassed. 

“Why am I the only one undressed…?” I tugged at his unbuttoned shirt, which was still tucked into his nice dressing pants, and he still wore his glossy shoes, and it felt totally unfair! Thomas, though, leaned over me in a chuckle, coming in close for his lips to tickle mine.

“Aren’t you an impatient one? We have all night, so what’s the rush?” 

It wasn’t that I was in a rush. It was just the only thing I was used to … 

Thomas disrupted my thoughts by kissing me with his skillful lips and tongue, and the bed turned into soft clouds, and my mind turned into a haze. My hands rushed up into his hair where I sought some support, and in a random thought, I realized his head was so much bigger than mine, and it was silly, how it brought goosebumps all over me. 

The way he leaned over me, he could have swallowed me whole. His lips could have eaten me up right then and there, but they remained rather soft, and I worried about what else would be huge, because everything about him was. 

In shivers, I exhaled, when our kiss ended and he leaned back once more, allowing himself another good look at me from above. His hands caressed my thighs up and down, and he teased me like that, endlessly, as they nudged closer and closer towards my sensitive spots, but never actually touched me. 

“Do you work out?” he suddenly asked, and I was confused at the kind of smalltalk he ignited. Right now? When we’re already like this?

“N-Not really…” 

“I’m surprised. Your body is quite lean, and you have very nice legs.”

I gulped. I wasn’t sure what enticed me to join in on these random conversations. “It must be from being on my feet all day…”

“You’re right.” 

“I’d need to eat properly to work out … I can’t afford all that protein. So …” What is this? Why do I feel so comfortable? Even though I was stripped naked under his intent eyes, I wasn’t embarrassed at all.

A chuckle. “You’re right about that. It sure can get expensive.” 

While we talked, he never stopped massaging and teasing my thighs, and that alone, and his deep voice, brought reactions out of me he only commented with a pleased smile. My twitching erection every time his fingers dared to come close, and every time his voice buzzed through me. I couldn’t handle it anymore! 

“S-Should I turn around?” 

Thomas seemed appalled by my idea. A little frown appeared on his face, and he growled, immediately reaching for my ankle to stop my attempts at turning onto my stomach. Laying on my back once again, his hand pushed me into the mattress rather assertively, practically telling me to lay still just the way I was. 

“I want to see the expressions you make,” Thomas mumbled. “When you realize what you’ve been missing out on.” 

Wide-eyed, I stared, and when Thomas slowly lowered onto his knees right in front of the bed, right in front of my spread legs, I shivered from head to toe, growing paler in the face by the second. “T-Tommy? What are you—“ 

A little gasp crept out of me when his hands reached for my hips, pulling me closer to the edge of the bed so his face would be all the closer. 

“Now, I’m getting angry,” he whispered against my erection, robbing me of all senses. “Your boyfriends couldn’t even do this much for you?” 

“T-They never wanted to,” I stuttered. “But I always … did it for them …” Staring down at Tommy’s face between my legs robbed me of everything. My jaw dropped ever since he’d gotten onto his knees, and when our eyes met, I flinched endlessly, and I couldn’t handle it at all.

“Your first time on the receiving end, huh.” Don’t talk when it’s so close to your mouth … ! “You’ll finally learn why those boys you’ve been dating are always asking for this.” 

Thomas held my hips with both his large hands so I couldn’t escape, and frankly … Now, I was getting embarrassed. 

“T-Tommy, you really don’t … have to—!!!!” A loud gasp out of my own mouth interrupted me, and I dropped back into the mattress with an arched back, my toes curling and my fingers clinging to the sheet, when his lips wrapped around me and took me in all at once. 

So hot, so insane, so, so, so … huh?! And every time I looked down as I bit my lower lip, he’d look up at me with it in his mouth, and his dark eyes completely ruined me, and my moans grew louder, and louder in record time. It was a voice I’d never heard myself make before; the first time moaning for real.