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The one i should avoid

I Think I'm Going Crazy

I Think I'm Going Crazy

May 22, 2026

Chapter-11 💋

Before Yun could speak, Tae kissed him on the lips, and for a brief second, it felt as though the entire world had suddenly stopped around them.

Neither Tae nor Yun seemed to understand what was happening at first, because everything happened so quickly that neither of them had enough time to react, and Tae only realized what he had done when he felt Yun’s soft, plump lips against his own, the warmth of the kiss feeling strangely gentle, almost as though he had kissed a cloud.

The moment Tae understood that he had actually kissed Yun, he immediately pulled away, his eyes widening as he stared at him in disbelief, unable to process what he had just done or why he had acted without thinking.

Yun remained completely still, his mind equally overwhelmed, and when he finally realized what had happened, he noticed that his right eye had filled with tears, and a single tear slowly slipped down his cheek.

Tae’s entire body tensed immediately as panic filled his expression, and he desperately searched his mind for something to say, but nothing seemed to make sense anymore.

“Yun, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to do that. I’m really sorry.”

Even after saying it, Tae had no idea whether Yun would accept his apology, and he remained frozen for a moment, watching Yun carefully as though he was afraid that one wrong movement might make everything worse.

But then Tae noticed something he hadn't expected.

Yun was smiling.

Tae stared at him in confusion as Yun slowly lifted his eyes and looked directly into his.

“Then Yun quietly asked him to kiss him again, his voice barely above a whisper.”

For a moment, Tae couldn't process what he had just heard, but after seeing the expression in Yun's eyes, he slowly leaned closer and gently pressed his lips against Yun's once again, this time allowing himself to stay there a little longer as the emotions between them finally began to surface, while outside the Ferris wheel, fireworks suddenly exploded across the night sky, their bright colors reflecting against the glass as if they were echoing the feelings neither of them knew how to put into words.

Soon afterward, the Ferris wheel slowly began moving again, carrying them away from the highest point, but even as they descended, both of them remained overwhelmed by everything that had just happened, neither completely understanding what they were feeling anymore.

The moment the Ferris wheel reached the ground, Yun’s stomach suddenly made a loud sound.

“Grrr…”

For one second, Tae simply stared at him before bursting into laughter, and even though he tried to stop himself, he couldn't hold it back for long.

Yun’s face immediately turned bright red with embarrassment, and he made a small sulking expression as he watched Tae laughing so hard.

Meanwhile, Tae continued laughing while wiping beneath his eyes slightly before finally managing to speak.

“Haha... I’m hungry too, so let’s go eat something.”

Yun still looked offended because Tae had laughed at him, but he quietly followed behind him as they left the amusement park.

Tae took Yun to a nice restaurant nearby, where the warm lights created a peaceful atmosphere inside while the beautiful night view outside stretched across the city, and he intentionally chose seats near the window so they could enjoy the view while eating.

After they sat down, Tae looked toward Yun and asked,

“What do you want to eat?”

Yun still wore a slightly sulking expression as he answered in a mildly annoyed voice,

“Order anything.”

Seeing that Yun was still upset because of his laughter, Tae genuinely apologized before leaning slightly closer.

“So tell me what you want to eat.”

For a second, Yun hesitated, but then he remembered that he wanted to try something he had never eaten before, and after gathering enough courage, he quietly looked toward Tae.

“Can I choose anything?”

The moment Tae saw the strangely excited expression on Yun’s face, something inside him softened again, and before Tae could say anything, Yun immediately spoke without hesitation.

“…I want to try steak.”

He looked slightly embarrassed after saying it, as though he wasn't sure whether asking for something like that was too much.

Tae simply smiled and calmly ordered steak for both of them, along with desserts for afterward.

That night, the two of them quietly ate together while talking about random little things, and somehow, even something as simple as sharing a meal together felt special to both of them, as though the ordinary moment had become something they would remember for a long time.

Eventually, it was time to take Yun home, so Tae quietly drove through the calm night streets while Yun sat beside him holding the teddy bear he had received earlier, and neither of them spoke much because both of them seemed reluctant to let the day end.

After some time, they finally reached Yun’s house.

Tae stepped out of the car as well and silently watched Yun walk toward the entrance, but just before Yun could enter, Tae called his name.

“Yun.”

Yun turned around slightly. Tae slowly walked closer before gently taking Yun’s fingers in his hand.

“Did you enjoy today?”

His voice sounded warm and sincere.

Yun quietly nodded, still holding the teddy bear tightly against his chest, and the way he held it made Tae realize immediately that Yun had genuinely enjoyed the day.

Yun lowered his gaze slightly before speaking.

“I never thought a day like this would happen to me.”

Then he looked back at Tae again.

“…Thank you, Tae.”

Tae slowly released Yun’s hand and watched as he entered his house, and although neither of them wanted the day to end, they both knew that eventually the night had to come to an end so that a new day could begin.

Tae returned to his car and leaned his head back against the seat, remaining there silently for several moments before lifting his fingers to his lips, still able to feel the faint sensation of Yun’s lips against his own.

“Fuck…”

“What am I supposed to do?”

Meanwhile, inside Yun’s room, Yun quietly leaned against the door after entering, his breathing still slightly uneven as his fingers slowly touched his lips, where the warmth of Tae’s kiss seemed to remain even after he had already returned home.

He tightly hugged the teddy bear against his chest, and a small smile appeared on his lips without him even realizing it.

“…I think I’m going crazy.”

That night finally came to an end with a kiss, countless emotions neither of them fully understood, and a feeling that neither Tae nor Yun would be able to forget easily.

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#drama #boys_love #slowburn

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AHHHHHH!!!!! He said it!!!

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