I don’t wanna be weird about it, I just want her to be comfortable while she sleeps. I carry on taking her clothes off and let her stay in her under garments. Fancy words I know but I don't know what else to call it.
She really likes black, huh?
I take her clothes and fold them, then after, put them on my chair in front of my desk. I look over at her, still sound asleep. I wonder what happened. I didn’t take her for a heavy sleeper. But, you never know.
She looks so… calm. She has looked a little tense or something else, every time I see her. I look down and spot a mole on her collarbone. Ah, I never noticed that. Even though she’s worn strapless shirts before.
I notice a small bulge in her bra, wait, does she have nip piercings?
Ah!
I sound so much like a creep!
I’ll just leave her on that, wait, no, she needs some clothes. I’ll just put some on the desk and then she can sleep with the blanket over her, and I’ll take the couch. It is quite comfy. I've slept on it by accident a lot so I’m used to it. Thanks, Miss Wurwin. For all the homework assignments and early due dates.
I gathered all of my clothes on the armchair not far from the couch after I took them off. I lay down on the couch and pulled the blanket over me. It’s my favourite blanket since it’s so soft.
I hope Tida’ll be okay. I don’t know what exactly happened with her but I’ll find out. Eventually. I need to catch up on some well deserved rest.
Though after what felt like an eternity I still couldn’t manage to fall asleep. She made me restless, worrying about what the hell happened. The wink, her calling someone –probably Ace– an idiot, her suddenly passing out as if she died. This can not be normal. Did Ace hold a grudge against her or something? No, they couldn’t possibly. They seemed so close to each other. Or maybe it was all a scheme. I don’t know. I let out a frustrated whine, both at me being restless but also about what happened.
I’ve checked on her multiple times throughout the night, but I still worry. If she wakes up and thinks I’m disgusting for taking her clothes off and or putting her in my bed.
Ugh.
Why can’t this night just pass already?
It’s 1 am. We got here at 18 pm last night. And I still haven’t slept a wink.
I need to clear my thoughts.
But I don’t want to leave her alone. Not at the moment. Though I’m afraid I’ll be brain dead tomorrow morning if I don't get some sleep and clear my head.
I get up and write a quick note on a napkin.
‘I’m going for a walk. If you wake up please call me immediately. -xx P’
I doubt she would call but better be safe than sorry. I put on some loose clothes and my jacket and shoes and then go out. I obviously lock the door after me and start to go to the nearby park.

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