I should’ve told you...

From the very beginning, I should’ve just told you what was happening to me... But how could I...? Even I didn't fully understand what was happening...

(Sighs)

Maybe things would've been different.

...Maybe time would've given us a different end, the end we fought so hard for, the ending we used to dream about under the stars in the dead of night... Free of all the people trying to change us...

(Pause)

...I'm sorry I had to leave you without even saying goodbye...

I’m sorry this stupid letter is all you’ll have left of me... and I know it doesn't make the pain go away... but... I really am sorry... 

(Pause)

If I could take back one thing... I would've been more kind to you. I really thought I hated you... But then again I thought I hated everyone... 

So much hate...

(Pause)

So many people caught in the wrath... So many lives... scorched by this monster...

I don’t deserve it... but I’m asking anyway...

Please... 

Forgive me...