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"You don't choose your family. They are gifts to you as you are to them."

- Desmond Tutu

Song : Demons by Imagine Dragons

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Sometimes I feel as if the world is falling down. And I caused it. When everyone dies because of me, I don't know how I'll forgive myself. Forgiveness was something I have been craving for months on end. Sometimes it's hard to forgive. Sometimes people have a reason not to. I can't blame them for not wanting to forgive and accept me. I'm a mistake. My existence is endangering the lives of millions. But it's not my fault I was born. I want to hate my father just as much as they do...

But I can't.