I just wanna add that I loved how you used a word from my language in this, we use saudade a lot in Brazil, so it's an ordinary word to us daily but it has a lot of meaning when we really think about it
Here’s the gist of it. Dallas Margolin thought things were going to be okay. He was about to graduate high school. He was Willow Grove’s star baseball player. He had good friends. Overcoming things from the past, You’d think, for once, the universe was kind to Dallas. That is, until one day, before an important highschool match, his best friend Malek starts planning to move away for college. In an attempt to make Malek stay with him, Dallas makes a terrible mistake.