Darkness engulfs her. She is alone but for once she is happy. For once she is free. For once she is herself. She is no one else. But this does not last. Monsters of white come from behind her. They shove emotions down her throat. Forcing her to feel. To do what she tries not to. To show a smile. To hid her true feeling from those around her. She says goodbye to her perfect world and hello to the bright white realty of fake smiles.