“...love you. More than anything else in the world.” But do you love me in the same way i love you. “But Cadance, i know we are best friends, i know you love me, but do you ,love me. Love me like Romeo loved Juliet. Its so stupid for me to ask you these questions because its unfair to you. You have had girlfriends and crushes and ive been hooked on you for 3 years. Its unfair to ask you to love me, or ask if you love me like that. Im sorry, you should go. I need to be alone.” He looks at me. He just sits there and looks at me for a good while. “What if i refuse to leave? What if i think youre to big of a threat to yourself?” A threat to myself? Suicide has never crossed my mind. Why would he think that. “How could you think that low of my Cadance. I dont want to kill myself. Thats insane. Can you please just leave, id rather not talk about this while im upset because then it just seems like im telling you to get something out of you and thats not fair either. I also dont want it to feel like your only telling me you love me because you dont want me to hurt myself, or because you dont want to hurt me more then im already hurting. Maybe we can talk in a couple days, Once i get myself back together.” He kisses me, long and passionately. “You better call me at the end of the week, thats the longest im giving you because i might go mad after that! Bye Kayla Lily” He turned and left me. Im glad he did to because i was about to break down. Ive loved him for so long and i didnt tell him in the right scene. I should have waited. He kissed me too. Does that mean he loves me back. Im so confused everything that happened is so confusing. Im gonna lay down and go to sleep. Its so hard to sleep when you want to think about everything so tonight will be a tossing and turning night but i guess that will have to do.