okay, so this is kind of impromptu, but whatever. no spell check, no capitalisation. i'm angry,  it's the witching hour and i'm awake because itunes decided to fuck me sideways. oh, and warning: strong language ahead.

so today (yesterday actually) i came back from bunnings (aussie home depot) and went to put some music on. i also had to put some of the music that's on my computer onto my phone so i could jam out to nsp wherever i go. so i turn on apple music and i get nothing. silence. fuck. so i look at my screen, frantically figuring out why it isn't working, decided that it's too hard for me to figure out and pressed 'force quit'. you know, the button you press when something isn't responding. then i tried to open it again. but apparently itunes decided force quit was a decision and not obligitory, and thus was still open and still unresponsive. so i give the force quit button another click. and another. and another. four force quits later and nothing has changed. "i know, i'll just restart the computer" i said to myself. apparently the ghost of steve jobs hates me and gave me the worst shit ever:
you cannot restart the computer due to itunes not closing. please try and force quit it.

no shit.

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eventually it did work, and my computer rebooted. it was pure bliss. i was in a heavenly mindset. and then i actually opened apple music.

everything just undownloaded itself.

and that's why i'm up at 12, tired and just sick of everything.