I woke the next morning in a fright. I was having a nightmare about what would happen if they found out who i really was. I have to keep this up. I walk to phone it was 3 am.

I tried and tried but couldn’t fall back asleep. So instead i looked up how to act like a badass. And read more about.

“Okay , seems easy enough” i said to myself.

So i began to search my closet and to remodel it.

"There that looks good , i'll just put some boot with it"I look at the time it was 7:32 am

"And just in the nick of time"i said to myself as i smiled.

I got dressed and went to school. Once again i could feel there stare but this time i flipped my hair and gave them the cold shoulder.

I read that you should confident and proud. And be mysterious or something like that. I just had to act like this was a play and this was my character. I am great at acting so it should be a piece of cake.

As i walked to the classroom when Raymond came to talk to me. He talk to everyone sometime he doesn't know when to shut up but i can be interesting at time. So we just talked . I kept saying moron or idiot jokingly. When this girl Lanie hit in my arm and said " I'm not an idiot or a moron". I tried to explain that i wasn't talking to her but she just kept saying no you point at me.

'bitch when'

I got annoyed so i hit across the head. And walked off. while i was in first period i was called out to the office. Turn out she told on me that i punched and made her cry. But in the video she was smiling and laughing. (she wasn't crying but she didn't enjoy it either) either way i end crying my ass of because i got in trouble ISS.

' what i never had ISS and if mom found out i'll be in so much trouble, i'll make her pay.'

I when back my eyes swollen from the tears people asked if i was okay. I just said that i was fine, just pissed off.

Soon it was after school. I waited outside the school and soon as i saw her i told her that i needed to talk to her at the park. The school can't do shit if i fight her outside school campus.

We walked toward the park . As we walked i could see someone had followed us.

'Good , you'll record it and people will see what happens if you piss me off'

Then remember i never been in a fight before , sure i was strong and been in gymnastic and karate for like 10 years or so. But still i could lose. Oh well it was too late for that.

As soon as we got there she slapped me . I just stood there looking like an idiot trying to realize what just happened.

'Did she really just slapped me'

All my anger rushed out of me. That bitch was going down.

I suddenly started laughing like a maniac.

“Do you really think you win against me” i said laughing even harder. I could see the anger boil up inside of her.

“You think you're so bad don’t you, so prove it.”She teased , as we went in for a punch.

I easily dodged it. I went straight to the stomach. I punched several time on her stomach. Once she was on the floor. I picked her up by her hair and brought her face to my knee and started kneading her again and again. While i did this i was yelling

“Had enough bitch, you should know better than to mess with me. This is payback bitch.”

I could her hr sob.

“I’m sorry, i didn’t mean to. I swear but please stop.”

“Fine” i said . And dropped her. I grab my stuff and walked away leaving her on the floor sobbing.

I went straight home. I locked myself in my room and went to bed.

When suddenly i felt a great amount of pain.

“OWW”I cried.

“You ungrateful little shit head” My mom yelled at me.

As she yanked my hair even harder. I struggled to get loose  knowing what’s was coming next. 

But her grip was too tight.

“You thought i wouldn’t find out about your little incident.” she yelled at me.

“No i'm sorry” I sobbed.

“You're gonna be” she responded in rage. And with this she punched me in my stomach several times , then across my cheekbone. That when she got the whip. I sobbed and begged her to stop but no matter how many i cried. She wouldn’t stop. Each time harder than the last.

She finally stopped. She left me there sobbing uncontrollably in on the floor. She started to walk away, when she turned around to look at.

“Your a disgrace , you should be ashamed of yourself. You're just like you father” she said to me, her voice cruel and cold. I stayed in my room until she fell asleep. Then i took a shower and tried to wrap as many wounds as possible. My body ached in pain. But i managed to fall asleep despite of the feeling that i was slowly dying.