I woke up early than i had expected. It was still 6am. I tried to get up but as soon as i did a crushing pain come and spread from my back to my chest. Until my entire body was in pain. I clenched fists to keep myself from screaming. I decide to go for a walk if i got used to the feeling it wouldn’t hurt so much or at least i’ll be able to walk without looking like a limping dog. I got up to check the time on my phone, when i noticed my diary.

‘ I haven’t been writing in lately and i don’t really have anywhere to go or do. I’ll take it with me’

I got dressed and walked to the park. I looked at where i had beaten Lanie up. I felt bad for her , i took way too far. I sat down on the bench and started writing.

Dear Diary

Alot has happened these past few days. I got in a fight, where a cruelly beat up a girl. Who i barely even know. As soon as mom found out i got one hell of a beating. I still don’t know why Adam was at my house that day. I’m starting to think i’m starting to lose myself and am becoming someone else. I know it sound stupid and probably doesn’t make sense. I’m planning to go out and have fun. Do things i use to do with fearing someone from school will see. I’m done pretending to be someone else. I’m tired of it.(Totally lying about that last part). I'm scared that i'm going to become the person im pretending. I still remember how mad i was when i beat that girl up. I didn’t even know her until i got called up in the office with her.But either way it’s better to be who i really am instead of preting to be someone you're not. (I got that of a random movie).

And also if i keep this badass act, my ass will bet beaten a lot more. I hear a bell ring. I look at my phone 8:00 am.

“Shit , i better hurry class will start soon if it hasn’t already” i yelled at myself.

I ran to the school. Pain was spreading all over my body. I tried to ignore the burning sensation that got worst with every step i took.

I luckily i made it. But i made it late , i had forgotten i had ISS. Now i have ISS tomorrow as well. There were only a few kids. Which to be honest surprised me. It was quiet , well quieter than any of my class. I sat down and got on my phone. I went straight to instagram to talk to my friends back at home. I turned around to see a blond haired girl sitting next to me drawing. She was really good. Curiosity got the best of me. I ended up looking like a weirdo who’s trying to cheat. She was startled when she saw me.

“You wouldn’t happened to be Avalon would you?” her trembled a bit.

I only nodded.

Soon after fear started to spread through the girl's face.

“I’m not as mean and bad as they say i am” i said to her hoping she would believe me.

“You’re lying everyone says you were expelled from your old school, that you recently got out of juvie and they’ed seen you get arrested by the cops before .”she said in a defensive yet fearful tone.

“ First of that's a lie i have never been expelled , i move because my mom found a job. She’s been out of a job since i was 7. Secondly I never been in or any where near juive. This is actually the worst and first time i have ever gotten in trouble. Thirdly i wasn’t being arrested , the officer was taking me to call my mom. I had left my phone at home and i was lost. “ i responded.

“Y-y-your lyi-” i interrupted her before she finished.

“Do i look like i’m lying, second of all if i'm that stuff bad ass everyone think i am why would i deny it?” i said to her. My tone was defensive i sounded like i was offended.

She shook her head. I turn away and went to my phone. Clearly pissed off. For several minutes neither one of us spoke. I could feel her staring at me. When she finally said in a low whisper “I'm sorry i didn’t mean to offend you”

I looked at her and smiled.

“It’s okay just don’t tell your friends i don't want to break a rumor with another i want to personally clear this out.”

She looked down and said in a sad and depressing tone “ Actually i don't have any friends.”

“ I well i guess i'm your first” i said giving her a goofy look.

She smiled and giggled.

“RING!RING!RING!”

School was over.

‘Well that was quick’

I waved her a goodbye. She waved back but she looked kinda sad. I turned around and walked over to her.

“Wanna you hang out , what a movie or something” i said to her.

‘Why do i sound like a guy asking a girl out on a date’

She nodded happily.

“Great , how about tomorrow right after school?’” i asked her.

“Uh-huh that be great!” she said excitedly as she grabbed her stuff.

“Oh wait i didn’t catch your name” i told her awkwardly.

‘Again to that boy asks/flirts with girl tone’

“Oh it Juliana” she answered.

“Got ya , well see you tomorrow” i told her happily.

‘Yay my first friend since i moved her. I'm so excited’

As soon as i got home , i did all my work and went to bed my body still ached from yesterday. And was tired from this morning.