When I got home from the park I went straight to room and went to bed. This time I didn’t have a nightmare, but a amazing dream for in about 5 weeks. The thing is I don’t remember what my dream was, but it was wonderful.

When I woke up at 6 I was ready to go to the therapist without my parents with me this time. I got there around 7ish and this time she was early today unlike yesterday when she was late to her office, but never mind that.

When I did arrive to her office.

She asked me,”If we wanted to go for walk in the park that they are right by and if I wanted to go get coffee tomorrow.”

“That sounds good to me.” I commented.

“Okay I guess that is where we are going,” she said.

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After my session I went straight home without thinking to stop at the gas station this time. When I did get home I realized that my parents were gone and they didn’t leave note this time.

“They left you for good and they are never coming back Mia” The voice in Mia’s head said.

“Yes they will,” Mia shouted at herself.

“No they aren’t and you know that.”

“Why would they leave me!”

“Because they hate you. They think you are crazy and they just want you dead.”

“NO THEY DON’T!”

“Yes they do they just want you dead because are crazy, insane, ugly and stupid.”

“That is not true.”

“Yes it is and you know it Stupid.”

“Then why would try to help me.”

“They don’t want to help you. They just want to put you in a mental hospital.”

“What why? Does SliverHollow even have one?”

“Yes they do because that is where all the bad and Insane people like you go,” The voice started to laugh and then went away.

After that happened I went to the store and bought a knife that I would hide because if the voice comes back I am going to cut myself with it and not let Dr.Jones know what I am doing, she won’t worry about me and more then she is. When I was at the store I finally grabbed something to eat and to drink at the park hopeful go hope after I was done eating.

I just hope that voice won’t come back and laugh at me again because if it does I will cut myself if I no choose.

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When I did get to the park it didn’t take every long to eat and drink what I had bought at the store. The one thing that was bugging me was that I felt all grown up because I didn’t have my parents telling what to do and what not to do.

I got done eating and thinking. I went home and up to my room, so I could think about what had happened when I first came home and if I should tell Dr. Jones. If she would tell my parents or if she will give me drugs the “help me” I don’t think they do. I should also, find out if I have any family that has gone crazy or who used to live her and in this house because I feel like ]I have been here when I was little. Maybe all my memories are coming back. Now I think about it my parents looked worried when I told them as if I have done this before or I am falling one of my family's footsteps that they didn’t want me to.

The more I was thinking the more my head hurts. So I went downstairs to get a drink of water and when I did I passed the bathroom and I went inside. When I looked at myself in the mirror I looked very sick has if someone was giving shock therapy. Then I shock my head, then I looked at myself again, but this time I looked like myself. When that thing in the mirror was done I washed my face just in case because I was shaking like a leaf in the wind.

After the thing in the bathroom I went downstairs and got my drink. I guess I need water because I drank 3 glasses full of water and that is the most I have ever drank of water because I HATE the taste of water. I can tell the difference between water and of course my parents don’t get it, so I just tell them yes if they ask if I had drank some water today. I lie about because I say no they will MAKE ME drink a glass. So, I try to avoid the question at all times.

Although I had just drank 3 glasses of water I went back to my room to sleep, but instead I looked outside and decided to go for walk to try to clean my head.