They Care
Jan 11, 2018
Do they really want me to die?
They care about me- don’t they?
What would they do if I actually did it?
If they found out, I wonder if it would matter at all to them.
Am I too needy- too desperate?
I’m just an attention whore aren’t I.
They know I won’t do it.
I’m too afraid.
That’s why they say those things.
They really care- right?
They do.
They care- they wouldn’t dare me to kill myself if they didn’t.
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It seems like there's a lot on ur plate, so ur definetly not attention-seeking.Its just that life is too much, but deep down u do know that giving up on it is a bad choice.Thats why it's scary cos it's not like u know what's gonna happen next.The ppl who said that r so insensitive!They definetly aren't thinking abt ur feelings and said that as a joke/dare.They know ur not gonna do it so they say it, but they don't realise how bad it rlly makes u feel.They just judging it based on how they'd feel it, they'll take it as a joke .They care about you, but they're too insensitive and rude to realise how u feel!They care abt u generally, but they don't take the time to know how u feel.Theyre not caring as much as they should, and if u actually did end ur life then they'd feel terrible!Because then they'd realise how I felt by what they said.Ofc if u openly said abt how u feel abt that then they might say ur attention seeking and all that.But they wouldn't understand, and they won't take u seriously. They could deep down feel a bit bad, but judging from ur last sentence abt their dare they wouldn't say that to u directly.I can't rlly judge but I hope u atleast know that ur NOT attention seeking and it should be their problem that they act like that when u need their support. I guess u could say that u r needy and desperate, but wouldn't anyone be?U need support and ur desperate for hope.If u feel that u don't want to live then u deserve hope and support to get through ur hardships!And ofc its not easy if they don't take u seriously but u gotta find a way to get through this!Though I don't even know how u would, is there anyone else u can talk too?
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