After that I didnt really know what to do I felt sick weak like I was in a world were I couldnt speek just feel and just act out I couldnt tell them I was hurt...could I? but either way the next day I had school yay right (rolls eyes) one more day of seeing Cole but hey its fine I mean what did I expect. So I fell asleep and the next morning I woke up put on my favorite jeans and MCR shirt. I headed down the hall down the stairs to the kitchen packed a salad and went to school. I usually get there earlier than everyone else because my foster mother was a teacher so I would wonder the school......exept today wasn't like every other day were I would wonder the school then go into my own hidden place because well when I got to my own hidden place guess who was in there....yup Cole. Many questions popped in my head I tried to leave but he pulled me asking for me to stay so well I did but did I honestly have a choice?...

Me: Why are you here so early?

Cole: Where school the place I'm forced to be?

Typical Cole always trying to make things into a joke

Me: No, How did you find this place it was hidden?

Cole: Doesn't matter 

Me: Just leve me alone Cole go to your girlfriend 

Cole: Girlfriend?

Me: Little miss hang on your arms at lunch cause I im so better 

I obviousy was making  stupid voice moking her

Cole: She is so not my girlfriend

Me: Yea right and I'm a book

I walked out of there I didn't know what else to do not like I was just going to stay there with him like how stupid does he think i freaking am. Then the bell rang so I had to go to class first period science my favprite class only part I hate about it are the pop quizzes and the fact that "HE!" sat behind me and the whole entire class he kept passing noes

Note:

Cole:Hey

Cole: Come on answer me please

Me: What?

Cole:Why are you so mad?

Me: I'm not...

Cole: I know you are, please talk to me 

Me: No 

Cole: Come on dont be stubborn 

Me: I'm not we are in class I pass note not speak

Cole: Smart ass lmao

Class had ended and he walked me technically following me to my locker and I put all my things in my locker and my locker was decorated and on the door was a picture of my dad, mom, sister, brother, and I. I looked at the photo and fell on the floor crying wondering why I couldn't stop crying and as soonas everyone went to the lunch room for breakfast I got a little louder then I herd the lunch room opening a groupof guys and girls and Cole and that girl were both in the group i tried to stop crying and to my suprise he ran to me.... got down hugging me on the floor asking if I was ok

Cole: *sees me on the floor crying* SIREN! OH MY FUCKING GOD ARE YOU OK

Me: I'm fine go with your friends 

I said that while my voice was shaking and I seen all the popuar kids/his friends just standing there confused

Cole: No they can wait 

Me: Just go they are more important than me 

Cole: No siren they really aren't 

Me: GO IM NOTHING I DONT BELONG JUST GO

Cole: AYE SIREN STOP SAYING THAT

Me: WHAT THE TRUTH

Cole: No siren you mean so fucking much to alot of people *takes the picture of my family* Your family loves you so much 

Me: I can't be loved

Cole: *puts my head up and we lock eyes* That's not true.....

Nothing but silence and his friends wispring

Cole: Cause if that was true how could you mean so much to me I really do like you the girl you seen was Vanessa and she is a hoe Siren your unique and mysterious I wanted to go with you they dragged me off

Me: Cole, I like you too but howdo I know your ot faking any of this.....

THEN HE.......

Cole: You don't but hopefully this proves you mean alot to me*Kisses me on the head*

EVERYONE JAW ARE DROPPED AND IM RED

Cole: Come on lets go to class lunch is about to end*helps me off the ground*

Me: Ok 

Cole: May I? *He holds his hand out*

Me: Umm....* I slowly put my hand in his*

and yeah we went to all the classes a almost good rest of the day exept a couple people pushing me and then pop quizzes in reading and math