Hey Friend,

I can call you friend, right? You’ve been reading my letters and I’m sure that’s what friends do. But we shouldn’t be too close. We cannot fall for this LOVE. Do you know why? Because when you start truly loving someone it gets harder. Not just loving a person, but even the things you do. When you start loving the things you do in life, it will definitely be harder.

But loving people, is more destructive than loving a dream or a job or other things. Why? Haha, it’s simple. Because with the things like a job or anything that doesn’t involve a person, it is still in your grasp. You can fix it. It’s a matter of wanting to fix it. But with people, hehe, it depends if that other person want to fix it. No matter how hard you try fixing a relationship, it never truly works out.

Compromise. A word that mean either both or at least one would give up their OWN ideals and OWN reasons for the other person. For example, you have a fight with let's say, your parents; and both of you are holding onto your reasons, for the other person to understand. And I’ll tell it to you since no one will. But making a person understand WILL NOT FIX THE ISSUE.

Do you know this?

It is because you can never make someone fully understand who you are. No one will ever understand you fully. Heck, you don’t understand you fully. No one really does.

That is why making someone understand your reason is not the way to fix a fight.

It is to kill your beliefs and accept that person’s belief. You compromise. You say no to yourself and just let the person have their way. Funny right? Now, who wants that??? Losing yourself, your own reason, the beliefs you hold dear, for who? A FUCKING PERSON WHO WON’T EVEN LISTEN TO YOU??? WHO DOESN’T WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU?

Of course not.

But that is why fighting with another person never really works out. And loving someone is much harder. Because it’s easy to just not care when you don’t love the person. But when you do, it hurts a lot more.

A LOT.

MORE.

A WHOLE LOT FUCKING MORE.

So cheers to a life of not letting yourself fall into the trap of love. Love is so difficult. Love for someone is a whole lot more difficult. It’s like a mystery you should just leave a mystery.

Have friends, enjoy life.

But don’t love.

Unless you enjoy pain, then who am I to judge you?

It’s funny… these letters I sent you. Do you know that it comes to you because you want it to? I can never send letter just to anyone. You actually have to want it in the first place.

How are you lately?

I hope the darkness consume you soon. The Dark World is so nice after all. No bias, no love either. It’s a safe place for everyone who has experienced the cruelty of the human world.

So let go of yourself.

One day you will come here.

And you might have stepped in here once or twice already. But being aware is much more fun. Let go and embrace it! It’s fun, I promise you. No one will hardly hurt you anymore.

When you sleep later, you might even catch a glimpse of this place.

It’s a wonderful world.

And I can vouch for it, being a resident and all. It’s quite nice here. You can have all sorts of pleasure once you’re a resident in this place. It can even heal your pain.

So don’t compromise, and just live here.

I’ll be waiting :)

Your new found friend,

A Resident of the Dark World.