I am a normal person who has friends

Or at least thats what I like to call them

I love them, but you know what?

Sometimes they don't realize that they are making me feel left out of the group.

For a while it got better I actually felt like I was apart of them 

But now it's just broken again. 

I don't like this feeling, I don't want to be left out, I want to be apart of them.

I Just....

I just want to be with them.

I don't want to change who I am just to fit in, but I do want my friends back.

The ones I had when I was a small girl.

I miss them so much. 

I don't like being left out at all.