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(part 3)
I'm starting ReaLife, which is a WIP yet... My new job is kinda awesome, people there is nice, I'm the one who is making the storyboards and also helping a lot and feeling myself uselful! I just wanted to say this because for some people is kinda hard reach their dreams. At least for me have been like that and I wanted to say to you, if you are one of them and want to quit because you feel a failure or useless; because you feel alone and you feel you're starting to getting drown inside yourself... swim to the things you love! Even though nobody likes it... The important thing is, you do. You like and love what you do, and that's the important thing! Everything with a little love go far beyond we dreamed, and even far beyond people around you would imagine. I'm afraid my comic would be so ugly people actually read it just because it's ugly but... WHO CARES! I even going to try to make animations about it because I've started practicing that! I'm kinda happy with myself at this point... and if you're someone like me... I'm sure you too!
I'm starting ReaLife, which is a WIP yet... My new job is kinda awesome, people there is nice, I'm the one who is making the storyboards and also helping a lot and feeling myself uselful! I just wanted to say this because for some people is kinda hard reach their dreams. At least for me have been like that and I wanted to say to you, if you are one of them and want to quit because you feel a failure or useless; because you feel alone and you feel you're starting to getting drown inside yourself... swim to the things you love! Even though nobody likes it... The important thing is, you do. You like and love what you do, and that's the important thing! Everything with a little love go far beyond we dreamed, and even far beyond people around you would imagine. I'm afraid my comic would be so ugly people actually read it just because it's ugly but... WHO CARES! I even going to try to make animations about it because I've started practicing that! I'm kinda happy with myself at this point... and if you're someone like me... I'm sure you too!
(part 2)
anyway... time passed, eventually I felt I've lost myself... I felt I couldn't achieve the goals I've had proposed to myself; I felt useless in so many aspects of my life; I felt that my drawings were even worse than me and I ended up in a freaking hole thanks to my dark thoughts. I'm not going to lie, it was pretty bad for me. Then this estrange idea came up so suddenly (seriously, it almoust hit me) because I wanted something that could make me feel less alone because I cannot see my boyfriend as much as I need; I can't talk with my best friend because she's studying medicine (Go Rosy you can do it!) and I don't have other friends than my boyfriend's best friends (but they are not really so close to me as to him) and a cool old lady who has a dog that plays with my little dog... (but the lady got Zika and her pet it's sick too...) and I tried to mix in a comic things that I truly love. And I tried to develop my own drawing style... It took me time, so much paper, few nights also a little of therapy and another job buuuut I found myself at the end.
anyway... time passed, eventually I felt I've lost myself... I felt I couldn't achieve the goals I've had proposed to myself; I felt useless in so many aspects of my life; I felt that my drawings were even worse than me and I ended up in a freaking hole thanks to my dark thoughts. I'm not going to lie, it was pretty bad for me. Then this estrange idea came up so suddenly (seriously, it almoust hit me) because I wanted something that could make me feel less alone because I cannot see my boyfriend as much as I need; I can't talk with my best friend because she's studying medicine (Go Rosy you can do it!) and I don't have other friends than my boyfriend's best friends (but they are not really so close to me as to him) and a cool old lady who has a dog that plays with my little dog... (but the lady got Zika and her pet it's sick too...) and I tried to mix in a comic things that I truly love. And I tried to develop my own drawing style... It took me time, so much paper, few nights also a little of therapy and another job buuuut I found myself at the end.
(part1)
Hi! I've never posted something here before but I'll do it because I want to say few things to the little group of people who are giving me a chance... BTW may be my english is kinda bad so please don't be that hard judging me about my writing... I promess you I talk better than I write... :c I started posting I.D and Bunn-y, a comic based on me and my boyfriend daily life! Because we used to spent so much time together and funny things used to came up just like that. But eventually, I got graduated from the academy and started to work ... and that time we used to spend together was gone, it was like *PUFF* and problems began to show up... (If you are not aware of Venezuela's situation please don't search for it either... News like to exagerate everything. We're bad economically speaking and I mean truly bad but not that bad either (?) )
Hi! I've never posted something here before but I'll do it because I want to say few things to the little group of people who are giving me a chance... BTW may be my english is kinda bad so please don't be that hard judging me about my writing... I promess you I talk better than I write... :c I started posting I.D and Bunn-y, a comic based on me and my boyfriend daily life! Because we used to spent so much time together and funny things used to came up just like that. But eventually, I got graduated from the academy and started to work ... and that time we used to spend together was gone, it was like *PUFF* and problems began to show up... (If you are not aware of Venezuela's situation please don't search for it either... News like to exagerate everything. We're bad economically speaking and I mean truly bad but not that bad either (?) )
I'm going to post something but I think it's too long for tapastic allow me to post it... So I'll split it in three parts
