I genuinely just came back to this account and unlocked so many memories I know nobody will see this but like it’s crazy now coming back since started off here I read everyday and every second always waiting for new chapters to release I still read so much bl but I was so crazy and hopeful here I even tried to make a horribly written novel lol it looked more like scripts rather than an actual novel but I hope to continue off on some reads that I never got to finish but I get pretty sentimental seeing so many creators I loved and stories I loved getting a hiatus or the creator just doesn’t upload anymore or even seeing a bl I remember waiting every second for a chapter to upload to now checking and seeing that they’re fully finished all chapters uploaded and I checked Mr Beta now has like 600+ chapters!? I must catch up.. but nobodies gonna see this which makes me happy cause I just wanna share this as a message to myself how much I’ve grown and even so some things still don’t change, I’m still fueled with creativity, I still geek over stories, I still wait longingly for the next chapter, and I still read hella BL. Life is weird but it gets alot weirder when it’s 2:55am checking your old tapas account and seeing what your whole life was like back then and what you did in your free time which was all the time. I’m currently reading a BL called “Killer Crush” technically rereading it but now I have just added more onto my list after randomly remembering my tapas account and then checking my library with hella notifications on updates of so many stories I just randomly never got back to, I feel really young, blissful, and hopeful coming back here lol why am I talking like this anyway bye me you have a future you can smile about so be happy cause you dyed your own hair and it looks actually pretty awesome and you have full confidence you’ll be rich as hell and you still love BL the community has grown so much and you now have friends who also enjoy BL. You aren’t alone.
Before I didn’t have motivation to write and I so all I did was just read I’m sorry only a few people are here but now I think I’m ready to write again I just took a really long break and some things have changed about me I hope your alright with that but I’m still a tad bit the same so don’t worry ill be working on a ep.7 for under the fireworks thank you for waiting I’ll work on it now! I won’t change the story idk if I will change about how I write it currently writing in Mobile my computer broke and it’s in care so hopefully it will get fixed! See you soon readers, -writer (aka ugly cheekies )
I love you all! its so close to June and pride month/day! I'm sorry for not uploading but I love you all and I hope you're happy and safe I hope you support the LGBTQ+ community :D