Hi…? There you are.. I need to share something through this letter...

it's a warning, for everyone, to everybody, I.. ...I should start at the very, very beginning; I don't think I even want to go in any intense direction, I don't think I have much to show you... As I was always very …taught, to be very uncaring, passive and even become a stereotype of someone in my position and upbringing…  I wasn't allowed to think, feel or anything else. But (unless you're doing something you like,) you know how this is like… So I shouldn't have to go into detail, and in fact: I'll tell you exactly what happened and hopefully you'll see what's wrong and how to avoid it when or if it happens to you.. You might even be able to save others too with this warning… I… ….. I wish I could be with you, with you all… if only to show the truth, instead of merely telling you….

This.. Tale starts in my adulthood; but I must tell you that my childhood was very violent… spankings eventually turned into verbal abuse that scarred my memories. I was, at first, a very sad child, but this sadness slowly evolved. I found hope, but it never came to save me from my family or myself………………………