As I lay in bed in silence the colors go back to normal viewing. I can’t remember when I had a normal night of sleep during the new moon…damn D–

“BUZZ!” was all that went off from the crappy phone my brother gave to me as an allowance…pfft! I’d like to spend it on a real phone, not some junk. Getting up into a sitting position.

“I wonder when I was last somewhat sober…”

“But I don’t care, I need weed and I need it now. Let’s just get ready for the day.” I tell myself as I slip out of my covers and get undressed where I quickly get into the shower. The hot water feels great but I know today was bad luck since my wolf soul doesn’t feel at ease, it feels like something is near. Whatever, I just hope it won’t ruin my day like it has been since the new moon. I remember…