Hi..I'm Lilly. My boyfriend is Jacob, I love him with all my heart, I'd never wanna lose him. Still there's always a time where someone has to go...            Anyways, Lets start from a week earlier...

    A WEEK EARLIER:                                                                                                             "Baabe!!" shouted Lilly. "Hey.." Jacob replied. "You okay?" Lilly asked. "Yea.. it's just that...never mind" Jacob replied. I was so confused, he looked so sad and upset..I wondered what was wrong and I wanted to ask, but he walked away before i could. I just looked at the ground wondering if I did something wrong. Did I do something wrong? Does he not love me anymore? Did he ever lover me? Did he care about me? Or need me? These thoughts made me upset so I just walked home.(By the way Lilly's parents left her when she was very little, so she lives by herself and takes care of herself, yes she has a job.) I got a text from Jacob when I got inside my house.I went to my room and cried, I couldn't stop, I wouldn't stop. He was moving. To London..He didn't tell me why or when but he just said 'I'm moving..Sorry baby girl luv you.' "Why must the people I love always leave me!" Lilly shouted at herself.  Lilly needed a break from putting herself down and sang a song that her mom used to sing not to her but to her sister. (Knees, By: Bebe  Rexha)  (just skip)                  

'We don't even touch no more

Used to be my best friend

We don't even laugh no more

Barely even talk no more

You wanna hold my hand and then you won't

You say you love me then you don't

You keeping me running and running around

If I'm not all you need

Then just set me free

I'm down on my knees

If you're not the one for me

Then just let me be

I'm begging you please

I'm praying for closed doors and open windows

I'll follow where the wind blows

Don't be scared to leave

If I'm not all you need

Then just set me free

I'm down on my knees, tonight

We used to go out on dates

Now you don't wanna go no place

It feels like we're stuck in one place

I wish I could read your mind

Instead I gotta read your eyes

Oh, why they tell me lies

You wanna hold my hand and then you won't

You say you love me then you don't

You keeping me running and running around

If I'm not all you need

Then just set me free

I'm down on my knees

If you're not the one for me

Then just let me be

I'm begging you please

I'm praying for closed doors and open windows

I'll follow where the wind blows

Don't be scared to leave

If I'm not all you need

Then just set me free

I'm down on my knees, tonight

Se-se-set me free, le-le-let me be

I’m down, down on my knees (I'm down, down on my knees)

Se-se-set me free, le-le-let me be

I’m down, down on my knees

If I'm not all you need

Then just set me free

I'm down on my knees

If you're not the one for me

Then just let me be

I'm begging you please

I'm praying for closed doors and open windows

I'll follow where the wind blows

Don't be scared to leave

If I'm not all you need

Then just set me free

I'm down on my knees, tonight' 

It calmed her down a little. So she went to sleep.

THE NEXT MORNING:                                                                                                      Lilly saw Jacob and gave him a hug and kiss. "Don't leave me!" Lilly cried. "I'm sorry baby..i'm sorry." Jacob said in a whispering voice. Tears fell from Lilly's face as Jacob left.

LATER IN THE DAY:                                                                                                           Lilly went for a walk, Jacob had all his stuff packed and in his front yard. He was kissing a girl. Lilly ran to her best friends house unable to speak to Jacob. When she got to the door of the house, the window to her bff's room was open and over heard her talking about her.(Lilly had known her since first grade.) Lilly was broken, she felt nothing, no emotions, not even sadness. Bff (best fake friend). Why is life like this.."Why are humans so cruel...So harsh...Why can't we understand how much words hurt.."  Lilly said to herself.

 NEXT DAY:                                                                                                                          Everyone asked if I was 'ok', But I just said.."I'm fine." even tho I'm broken..so broken.. my friend said "You know you should start following your heart."    I replied "You don't understand my heart is broken into millions of pieces, so which piece do I follow?!" She probably doesn't like me any more.

(too tired to keep writing,sorry.)