Its only the beginning.
The beginning of the end.
He doesnt know it yet because he doesnt know my feelings yet. He doesnt know how many times ive laid awake at night.
He doesnt know how much my heart beats for him.
How much i want him.
He doesnt know how hard it is for me to stay away.
The second he knows my name, or even thinks about me, he will no longer be safe.
He will die.
And yet, today he saw me.
Today, i will have to hide from him.