I´ve started to want to be a female but Fater says ¨ Adrien you´re a embarrasement to this family, stop pretending to be something you´re not¨.

I have always been interested in girly stuff like dresses,makeup and other when I was 10 years old.

Ive never realized it until I was 10 .

Chloe my childhood friend and I were playing and she said she wants to dress me up.

At first I said no but then she wouldn´t leave it alone so I said yes.

After she finished putting on makeup and a dress on me.

I looked in the mirror and then felt completed.

Ever since then I´ve always been fond of girlish things.

But Father doesn´t accept me as a girl.

So I try to give up all the girlish things and be a teen age boy like other boys and do stuff that other boys like : sports, getting dirty, wrestling, etc.

But those don´t feel connected or like me at all.

Fater says¨ Adrien tomorrow´s youre first day of school , so I want to stop pretending you wnat to be a girl and be a man . Don´t tell anyone about this or I´ll disown you ¨.

I reply ¨ Yes Father I understand¨.