I have low self esteem. I am insecure. I get jealous. The things I have written as my first three sentences are what I personally experience. I am 22 years old so for me to be dealing with these things is a shock to some people. While others may have dealt with them and moved on. What about the people who have not? It can range from a number of things but, I want to go into what the journey lies ahead. It is not a self help book but a realization into how things can happen. I want to be a source of help as a writer. Even if the book can not help somebody then it is fine because I want to do something.