There has always been something interesting about doing experiments. The part where it starts to lose control. When it starts to develop into something beyond understanding. Interesting, huh? How the more you try to understand it, the more it heads into that void of mystery. What is the reason for it? That, I cannot explain. Not yet.

I am yet to uncover it as I will experiment further. I want to understand the nature of these beings and all they are doing. They fascinate me. Their nature, their minds. They’re unlike anything. It’s like they are their own universe, their brains are different dimensions, complex entities capable of so many things.

But there aren’t always ups in anything. Success is never achieved easily nor the process is easy. For a lot of these entities are not even aware of themselves. They just follow the cycle. They follow the spiral to its center. They create concepts and ideas and live by them.

Live. What a strange term. What is it to ‘live’? What does it mean, what is its purpose? I have long forgotten. And some things just… remain forgotten. It is so intriguing. You forget, but remember you do. Yet you cannot remember what it is you’ve forgotten. But there always is a way to retrieve information. It is never lost. It can never be destroyed.

It’s a fundamental law. Everything is just in constant change. And I will witness yet another change once I access the depth of the minds in my little experiment. The depth no one had reached. The depth not even I had been able to reach. I’ve been swirling in the spiral dimension of change waiting to uncover that mystery.

Waiting… Waiting for what felt like an eternity… But is it even comprehensible? This ‘eternity’? It isn’t. It is yet another concept the universe revolves around. A concept they use to refer to ‘time’. Yes, time, the twisted dimension of change. It’s chaos, isn’t it? It doesn’t flow in one direction, or two. It is perhaps one of the most complex ideas this species has. Though their perception of it is rather simple, some still struggle to understand it as it truly is. But can they?

It’s what I want to find out. I am desperate to see and understand the capacity of their minds. Perhaps I might discover something I hadn’t known so far. Something that might help me see everything as it truly is. Unfold the mystery of existence that had troubled me for so long.

Existence, yes… What is it? What is its purpose? And will such a mind be able to comprehend its complexity? I’ll have to proceed with my experimentation. And I have to do all it takes to find the answers I need before I can fully awaken the true power of my mind. Before I become…

…The Primordial Mind itself…