I was struggling, fighting for air, while Johann’s hand clamped down around my throat with terrifying force. I felt the cold edge of death creeping in. Suddenly, the pressure vanished. Johann let go, gasping for breath as if the violence inside him had finally short-circuited.
"Max!"
He hauled me off the floor, pulling me into a fierce embrace. He buried his face in my neck, pressing desperate, unquenchable kisses against my skin. "I’m sorry I choked you... You know how jealous I get at the mere thought of you being with someone else."
I felt his tears wetting my skin. He was weeping, his fingers tracing the contours of my face in frantic worry. "What’s wrong, Max? Genuine, I didn't mean it. Please forgive me... I completely forgot about your breathing problems. Please don't hate me, my love."
I stared at him for a moment as he brushed the stray hairs from my face. His beautiful hazel eyes never stopped locked onto mine, his lips murmuring a relentless string of apologies. My heart ached. I couldn't bring myself to blame him. I hadn't respected his feelings; I had flirted with another guy right in front of him.
Looking down, I held his hands. "There's no need to apologize, Johann. It was my fault. I didn't respect how jealous you get. Please, forgive me."
"I forgive you," he whispered softly, his tone shifting into something more possessive. "But don't ever do it again. You belong to me, and me alone. Understand?"
"Of course... I am yours alone," I replied.
He pulled me into an intimate embrace, his hand sliding to the back of my neck to deepen the kiss, his fingers playing through my hair. I felt like I was in heaven. The softness of his lips contrasted with the brute strength of his hands made me melt completely.
When we finally broke apart to catch our breath, I glanced at the clock. "Oh no... it's 11:34 PM!"
"Your father won't be happy."
"He hasn't been happy since the day I was born. I have to go." As I stood up, Johann caught my hand. "Do you want me to drive you?"
I wanted to say yes, but the last time he did, he ended up in a massive shouting match with my father. I couldn't let Johann get into more trouble because of me. "Max? I'm talking to you."
I snapped out of my thoughts. "It's fine, Johann. I’ll just call a cab. Don't worry about me."
"Will you be okay?"
"Yeah, I’ll be fine." How do I tell you that I'm never okay without you, Johann?
I left his apartment and hurried down to the street, hailing the first available taxi. "The Adler estate on Inselstraße."
"Right, hop in."
As I sat in the back, I prayed to God that my father was fast asleep so I could slip in unnoticed. But as the city lights faded and the sprawling luxury estates came into view, a familiar ache knotted in my stomach. People envied the life I lived, but they had no idea of the price I paid inside my father's gilded palace.
The taxi pulled up. I wished it would keep driving, to take me anywhere else, but I was powerless. I paid the driver, stepped into the dark courtyard, and unlocked the heavy main door.
The mansion was dark and dead silent. He's asleep, I thought.
"Max!!"
A voice cut through the dark. I turned. It was him. Matthias Adler, the renowned tycoon, sat on the sofa. His tie was loosened, his shirt disheveled, and his left hand swirled a glass of whiskey. He glared at me with his sharp blue eyes, his face carved from stone.
"Max, where have you been?" he asked, his voice deep and rumbling.
"I was out with friends," I answered, my voice trembling.
"Liar." He slammed the glass onto the table, lunged forward, and grabbed me by my hair, yanking my head back. "Do you think I don't know what you're doing, you little pimp?"
"Father, please... let go of my hair..."
"Do you dare interrupt me?" He released my hair only to deliver a brutal slap across my face. "A real man doesn't do what you do! You need to become a man, not beg another man to fuck you, you useless, brainless idiot!"
Seeing the tears streaming down my face, he spat at my feet. "Scum! Go to your room. You are grounded for a week. Do you understand?!"
I nodded frantically and ran up to my room, sobbing.
After crying for what felt like hours, I wanted to call Johann, but it was already 1:25 AM; he would be asleep. The suffocating weight of anger and anxiety pressed down on my chest. Unable to quiet my thoughts, I opened my phone’s browser and pulled up adult videos—the same routine I resorted to every single night my father decided to break me.
Growing up in a turbulent environment, becoming a well-adjusted individual feels like an impossible dream. Max Adler is a young man trapped in a storm of inner conflict, desperately searching for the psychological stability he’s never known. In a world of cold palaces and toxic shadows, can he find his way back to the truth?
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