Hello everyone! This is the first chapter of my new novel and I hope you enjoy reading this!🥰💕

"Make your choice! I don’t want to force you to do this" exclaims the God who has just taken my soul.

What should I do? Accept it or not? Uhm... Of course, I will accept it! That’s what I wanted to give a lot of time! At least then I can change the way I think! I consider with happiness that many lives will change from now on.

"All right! I accept your offer" I answer enthusiastically and, so, he smiles warmly.

"Remember that you have to change the ending! It will take a while before I can make you a new and perfect body with a story behind" he says looking at me with hope in his eyes.

"How long do I have to wait to get the new body," I ask with both anxiety and expectation.

"Between two and three weeks" he smiled joyfully and thankfully.

And that’s how my life changed drastically! So... I’ll explain how this happened!

It was just another day, I went to that crappy job, and then, on my way home, there was a car accident. I got into this and that’s how my life ended but, instead of going to heaven, I ended up in another world. 

Now I tell you in detail what happened on this mysterious day!

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Like every day I wake up reluctantly because I don’t want to go to work. I’m sick of being targeted because I’m a girl... I don’t want to go there anymore but, I know, I can never be considered for another job. Do you know why?! Because in this crappy world, they don’t consider women and, most men, look down on them. And, I’m very lucky, right?! I’m in one of these companies where those in power don’t respect the weak at all, especially us women. This is one of the reasons why I don’t want to be a girl anymore! 

Sorry... I haven’t introduced myself, yet! My name is Sarah Aether Markison and everybody calls me Sarah, though I like Aether better. I have two names because my parents couldn’t decide which put on, so they opted to include the two they liked the most. My parents always support me, and when I told them I’m bi, they smiled at me warmly. I love them very much for this and more. I’m 27 years old and I work in an advertising company. As I said before, I don’t like this one at all but I’m going to keep working there.

I won’t describe my figure very much! I’ll just tell you little things... For example, I am quite tall, my curves are at the right point, my hair is soft, curly, and pitch black and my eyes are monochromatic one is blue and the other is amber brown.

So I keep telling briefly what happened today! 

After getting ready, I left the house and drove to work. I spent the morning doing the usual things, such as editing, programming, etc... At lunchtime, I went to a restaurant with the girl from the company (there are only eight of us) and with those male friends who do not treat us badly. After lunch we all go back to work and, in the late afternoon, I was taken back, as usual, by my superior. I’m telling you, I didn’t even listen to the scolding, not because I didn’t want to, but because I know he’s gonna say the same thing. Like: you should work better, or compare me to a colleague. 

Anyway... I’m pretty pissed off today because someone copied what I did and appropriated that. If I think about it, I get angry again. 

I should go to dinner now! Thank you for 'listening' to me as always. See you tomorrow.

With these last words, I close my secret diary and get ready for dinner. Tonight I want to eat sushi I think while I put on my lip gloss. It’s a bit strange because I’ve never described myself before... Oh well! Anyway, nobody will read what I wrote I keep considering. I leave my house with a smile on my face thinking about which restaurant to go to for my dinner. I stop and wait for the traffic light to turn green for the workers and when it does, a car, I think the driver was drunk, he zigzags and bumps the other car. The windows of the two spread everywhere and three splinters hit me. One of them grazes me and scratches my face, but the other two hit me. One hits my chest and the other my left leg. I collapsed on the floor and tried to plug the two wounds. A passerby called 911 but I think it was too late for me.

It hurts very much... 

I lost too much blood...

I think this is my end... I think giggling mentally. No... I don't want to leave my parents, my brothers, and my family... I hope they won’t be too sad when they'll hear this! I keep considering starting to see blurry. I can’t even hear what people next to me say. I just hear whistling. That’s how I’m gonna die... At least now I can be a boy, right?! I think this sarcastically. I close my eyes even though I don’t want to. I’m sorry everyone... It’s the last thing on my mind before I see all black and, immediately, turn into a white space.