I'm a 28 "girl"; unemployed, confused, depressed, with a bunch of eating and self-esteem problems. I have POS (polycystic ovary syndrome) and fibromyalgia, together are like a dream! Yess, due to I'm tired all day, I need more nap time, what it means that I have the chance to dream more, awesome!
Anyway, do you want to know something funny? I'm 28 years old and I still don't know what the f#ck to do with my life! But, I'm one hundred percent sure that I want to change the world. I'm so special, like the other millions of millennials around the world.
After a number of failed attempts to change the world, now I'm thinking that maybe the world have been trying to told me that I need to focus on me or that I'm just a loser. But, I'm intending to be more positive, for that reason it would be better if we forget the part with the "L" word. Now, the new goal is: "I want to change MY world".
Maybe you are wondering, how? I don't have the f#cking answer right now! Remember, I'm a confused and depressed girl! Don't put all that pressure on me! I will figure it out, soon, I hope. I have some ideas, but, like always, I'm absolutely terrified to start. Especially for the fact that for many I'm "old" and I'm sick, literally.
I studied restaurant management and gastronomy, however, now I hate the food industry, and I'm too tired to bake, I have completely lost interest about it. Nowadays I'm studying English. I'm sure that some of you, if there are "some of you", have noticed that I'm not a native speaker, but, I'm hitting the books when I'm not napping, bingeing or thinking in the side effects of my POS.
One of my ideas is that I could be an English teacher. A crazy idea if you think that only five years ago I was an "English hater". Nevertheless, now I found English as fascinating as Japanese, which it's my favourite language indeed. I have been underestimating the work of teachers for so many years, and now I found it inspiring. I have met so wonderful professors in my English path that make me change my view about their labour.
So here I am, a 28 years old, unemployed, confused, depressed, with a bunch of eating and self-esteem problems, sick, teacher wannabe, environmental online activist, feminist, latinx, cat lover, who wants to change her world in order to change the world. My cat's world at least.