I know that I should let you see the world, a beautiful world that I promise before. But, I knew beforehand that all this things are just a facade for you to be contented. I acknowledged your sense of justice and your trustworthy personality. All I can gave was a weak smile with a shaking head, a smile that could destroy your world. I know that I let you down, I let you fell into despair but all I did this for you. Did you think that I betray you? In my conscience, I didn't.

Who said that I couldn't protect you? I almost fell from stairs while rushing to help you. I never thought that this goodness that I showed to you will had a bad impression into you. I feared that someday you would saw me as a stranger. I feared that the gratitude that you should see now, would be a seed of hatred tomorrow. In some seconds of time, I could clearly understood the quote "Feed a dog for three days and they will remember that all their life. Then, feed a man for three years and they would not recognize you all their life." I hope… I hope that I wouldn't regretted that I helped you.

I couldn’t thought that you’ll become my shadow due to my recklessness of protecting you. I never imagined that you would be always in a shade of monochrome. I promise that I will protect you no matter what but in the end it looks like that I’m just fooling myself in my resonance. I couldn’t let go of your hand. I couldn’t thought that all this years, I would let go of your hand. I thought that you’re weak and need some person to be your guard but I understand now, you’ll need is a guide not a guard.

In the last moment, I want to keep your hand. But, I always know that I needed to let you go. You all need to take a trip to know yourself. I take a deep sighed and look into your eyes. You are a trustworthy and a justified person then I knew that you would have a better future than me. I will let you go, I think you that you would not plant a seed of hatred against me. All I could do is to hope that you would remember me in some time and knew the things that I should pay in the sake of protecting you.