I just moved from Texas to South Carolina. I hate it here. People think i'm smart and sweet and very sociable but that lie. I'm not smart at all. Sure i use to get 90 and above but that because every back at my old school depends on cheating. The nerd let us if we let them cheat at the physical much less educational items. But i'm not good at that i was at the middle i do my physical and other work but i do cheat we all do. The nerd cheat , everyone and the teacher don;t mind. In a test we would whisper and sometime it was really loud but they didn't mind. Maybe i would have been smart if i didn't go to the worst school in the district. They even told us kids who go to our elementary and middle school have about 10% of getting in to college. Must of us won't make just a few will. What can i say from a young age we depened on violence and others. but now that i moved that all gone. I have to contact people are too naive here. There violence is probably saying bitch and that all. i find it strange. Cussing was the main way of communication it was like they would understand what your saying unless you start cussing and talking in our language. I never learned it that well but i do know the basic.
I'm a bit kind. But i have a short temper which doesn't help me be nice. And i have anger control issues. Texas isn't that great big country kind of place people think it is well at least not i have seen. I never even seen a cow until i came here. I have social anxiety witch doesn't help me be very sociable like people say. I actually very lonely here. It took me up to people school to even look to Lenora and i have know each other (were in the same school) since 1st grade maybe even before that. Everyone from my elementary went to my middle school. But i never once talked to anyone. It was only up to sixth grade i managed to have 5 friends after so long. Now its even harder because everything i have know is out the trash i think i might flunk. I cheated my way up. I use to be smart but when it was too third grade we stared cheating. Cheating is hard but learning the actually thing are even worse. I can study for and entire week 7 hrs a day and went my test or assignment are done i get a fucking 50. (It's true ). Me and the other student would give damn about who you are ,you can be a loser but when it work time and you have the freaking answer your a god. We have cheating on star test as well whispering to each other and asking the question to and answer. Writing notes to each other in a dictionary.
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