I could swear to you I was only underwater for a moment, but i would be lieing. The truth is I just loved the feeling of being under the surface  it feels like no one can hurt you or touch you. But it can also hurt you but I didn't care, I didn't care when the water started filling up my lungs or the burning set in however good human nature set in and someone  pulled me out of the ocean but by then I was just so tired. Tired of everything  it had felt like everything  came crashing down in only that one month I had gotten so much but at what cost.