With dead and empty eyes, he looked up with a bitter smile and said: "Seriously. I think I was cursed from the moment I was born...' He chuckled and sighed.

He dangled his feet over the gap in the cliff and said: 'Seriously, to hell with God, to hell with fate, to hell with luck, to hell with chance, to hell with people... to hell with all of them' and he put his hand to his swollen eye, which had been beaten and swollen by a group of bullies for fun while selling handkerchiefs and water in the park... "Bastards," he muttered with hatred.

After selling handkerchiefs and water, Teyat would come here, talk to himself, tell stories, pour out his pain, his hatred, his anger.

Teyat took his watch out of his pocket, looked at the time, realized it was late and headed home.

He ignored the pitying looks of the people staring at him and walked past them. On his way home he saw a bookstore. 

Teyat entered the bookstore with a small smile on his pale and in love face.

What Teyat saw when he entered the bookstore were shelves full of novels and books.

Since Teyat was interested in fantasy novels, he went straight to the cabinet labeled "Fantasy genre" and suddenly a voice came from behind him

"Where are you going?"

Teyat stood still with his back to the voice and turned away with a grin.

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Teyat looked behind him and saw a middle-aged man with brown hair, short hair, green eyes, selling books and novels.

"I will look at the novels, sir," Teyat said with a sincere smile.

The man looked skeptical and asked, "Do you have money?"

At this question, a sincere smile suddenly appeared on Teyat's pale face.

"I'm going to look at them because I have money, sir, don't worry" 

 "No problem, you can look to buy," the man said. 

Teyat thanked him and went to the shelf of novels under the "Fantasy" sign.

 While browsing the novels, Teyat picked up a cheaply priced novel called "The Good Beast" and looked inside.

At that moment, the man's eyes shifted from Teyat, who was looking at the novels, to his daughter with brown hair and eyes, two buns and a sweet face.

"Dad, let's go to the park together," she said happily, hugging her father and being pampered by him.

Teyat took advantage of this moment to select the two novels he wanted to buy and put them in his torn clothes in a professional manner.

After stealing the two novels and putting them inside, Teyat picked up the novel "The Good Beast" and took it to the sales counter to buy it from the man. 

Seeing the mutual affection and laughter of the father and daughter, Teyat realized once again that he was the "Unlucky slave of fate" and with a sigh went to the sales counter to buy the novel.

"Excuse me sir, I found the novel I wanted to buy".

Teyat showed the novel to the man with a sincere expression.

"No need for money, the novel you have in your hand has been in that aisle for a long time, no one was buying it" the man said with a slight smile, after looking at Teyat's torn clothes from head to toe, he smiled at Teyat's face and said "İt is my gift for your beautiful and kind mouth". 

Teyat smiled happily and said "Thank you sir" and left the bookstore.

As Teyat walked home he took out the books he had stolen and looked at them with a sullen face and said in a quiet voice 'Being a good person or a bad person, being selfish or being helpful... these are all ridiculous concepts created to cover up what people do, at the end of the day people put their own interests first... just like the novels I stole for pleasure, there are people who worship God for heaven and not God himself..."I don't know which hurts , the lies we believe or the truths we don't believe."

 Teyat put the stolen novels under his arm, put his hands in his pocket, looked at the sky-and said "Personally, i don't want to believe either of them because I'm tired."' and continued to go towards the bloody house.