I am not sure where to begin, I am not use to writing things down, but so much has happened I feel like I needed to. There is no proof that any of this has happened, I guess there won't be no need for evidence, since I will never share this. Not that anyone would believe me even if I had evidence it was just so outrageous, all the proof I had would be considered a fake. 

Why would I share anyway, a lot of these memories are so precious to me, I don't want to share them. I need them to be mine and mine alone, but my thoughts get so jumbled with everything. I needed a way, any way, to shut up my head, to organize my thoughts, to stop the chaos that is inside me.