Have you ever wondered what it might feel like for someone to notice you? Have you ever felt like you just don't fit in with the way this world runs? The thing is,I don't fit in. Plain and simple. I'm a book worm. I run through life avoiding people. Pathetic I know,but if you were me you would understand. If you were me.....you would have messy blonde hair that's always in a high ponytail. If you were me you would have dark green eyes.  

If you were me........your mother would be dying of brain cancer.  If you were me you would have no friends. If you were me, your only friends are the ones that you find in books. If you were me you would be an excelent student at school. The thing is if you were me, you would be empty inside. 

I'm not the type of person that is weak. I'm not the type of person who is small minded. I am the type of person who people talk about. I am the type of person who is always sitting in the back of the classroom. If you were me,you would find that being in 11th grade is fucking hard. If you only knew my story. If you only knew the things that have happend to me. Thats why I'm here,to tell you. So stick around because things are about to get wild.