Do I really feel this way?
I look at you and say no way.
But in the end my heart pulls taught
whenever you invade my thoughts.
It's such a manotionus game I play
let you in
keep you at bay.
how I wish I could shout:
‘God why have you forsaken me, to live with this uncertainty. Is it love or is it lies?
Do I wish for friendship or their nights? Please god answer me.