There’s nothing wrong with being average.
As long as it’s fulfilling then it’s ok to live like an average human being.
It’s not miserable. In fact, it’s extremely comfortable living like this. 18 years of happy life fill with normal satisfactory. Leisurely living through a normal life.
Ah, what is it again? Isn’t it currently summer break? Soon it will be college. First step to shape someone into a proper adult. There’s nothing to be unsatisfied about this life. It’ll be comfortable and warm until the day I die. This average existence of mine.
“The golden seed is clearly unhappy. Why don’t you be real to your desire?”
Dreams are weird and abstract, most time they’re just nonsense, so that’s why they’re fun. A dream within a lucid dream, rare occurrence, but compare to a heavy message, a nonsensical dream is more fun to play with.
For sure this is all just a dream. If you wake up surrounded by weird fictional-like devices, in a dark room with no light except the weird tubes of glowing blue, it’d better be a dream. For once, this is not even your own body.