My wife always said I was plain in the eye but open in the heart. That made me think “Am I really that bland? Do I need to change? Should I change?” But I never realized she only said that to make sure I didn’t suspect she was cheating on me with her Zumba teacher, Robbie Zoom who’s 34 and is a registered sex offender with 3 ex-wives. I didn’t believe it could happen to me but when I thought about it, I am a very bland and not so fun person to be around. I could see her leaving me but… with the Zumba teacher? Everything made me crash in burn in the complete silence of an old, empty house that used to be lively and filled with two little giggling children running around my legs. The shards of the vase we broke last night while fighting still lays on the ground, glimmering in the light coming through the window. I lay on the ground, tears coming out like waterfalls, and watch the dust particles flow throughout the air. As I began to stop crying, I got a buzz from my phone. I went to look at it and it turns out.. Robbie and Debra took the kids. I went to call Nick, a good friend of mine since kindergarten. He notified me of their wedding which made me begin to sob even more. I’ll lay here until something comes down and makes me regret everything. And which it did. The floors, as old as the house was, came crashing down on my sad, worthless body. Thus, ending my life. And that’s it. That’s all. My life is over. And I couldn't even keep the fucking kids.