I lost my only sibling. My mother lost the chld. It's nice to know I'll be an only child for the rest of my life. It's also nice to know that I've lived my life like Alexander Hamilton, so far. No joke. But if my mother dies this year, I give up on everything. She has tooth infections that she can't fix until her financial situations are figured out. So I would be surprised and not at the same time. It's quiet uptown. I never disliked the quiet before. I never thought I'd hate life this much. I'll be working on a comic basically telling about my life but using different characters and names. I'll tell you this, my life is pretty crazy. i never disliked the quiet before.