Joined Feb 2021 Undercity AKA Zaun
the pfp is by me. it is Jinx from Arcane. i have a wattpad, and a quotev account called cittykatgirl. and a pixilart account called 'Lennawise Clown'
I speak fluently in: mad hatter, song quotes, b*tch, and monster
but I am not that good at speaking in human
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Help..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmLU6TMr9SM
"Wasteland" by Royal and The Serpent, featured in Arcane.
Trigger warning: depression and thoughts of unaliving
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmLU6TMr9SM
"Wasteland" by Royal and The Serpent, featured in Arcane.
Trigger warning: depression and thoughts of unaliving
this is a vent... HUGE CUSS WARNING!!
My Ex-Boyfriend is a dick. the dude deadass manipulated me, and mental abused me for about a year, and while we were dating, and now he has the goddamn nerve to email me claiming that I ruin the lives of everyone I date. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! I only broke up with him because he's a cheating, lying ass, than he claimed he only harassed those girls because he got paid 20 dollars, WHILE KNOWING VERY WELL THAT I HAVE AND STILL AM GETTING SEXUALLY HARASSED IN MY PE CLASS, and then he denies that's the reason, and claimed he did it because he got the 'tism (which is a lie. I literally confronted his parents about it), then he said that we should break up bc my friend (one of the ones he was harassing) threatened to beat him up, then after a huge fight, he deadass said he'd commit suicide if I left him (Which, he didn't, otherwise, he wouldn't be bothering me now), and now he's just spamming my fucking email with all this bullshit, and in response, I screenshotted every email, and sent it to the vice principal, and all of his, and my friends (he got suspended for 5 weeks, and will possibly get expelled now) But serves him right for all the fucking bullshit he pulled! from the lying, cheating, threats, and trying to force me to fuck him, I'm fucking sick of him, and now he'll know not to fucking mess with me.
My Ex-Boyfriend is a dick. the dude deadass manipulated me, and mental abused me for about a year, and while we were dating, and now he has the goddamn nerve to email me claiming that I ruin the lives of everyone I date. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?! I only broke up with him because he's a cheating, lying ass, than he claimed he only harassed those girls because he got paid 20 dollars, WHILE KNOWING VERY WELL THAT I HAVE AND STILL AM GETTING SEXUALLY HARASSED IN MY PE CLASS, and then he denies that's the reason, and claimed he did it because he got the 'tism (which is a lie. I literally confronted his parents about it), then he said that we should break up bc my friend (one of the ones he was harassing) threatened to beat him up, then after a huge fight, he deadass said he'd commit suicide if I left him (Which, he didn't, otherwise, he wouldn't be bothering me now), and now he's just spamming my fucking email with all this bullshit, and in response, I screenshotted every email, and sent it to the vice principal, and all of his, and my friends (he got suspended for 5 weeks, and will possibly get expelled now) But serves him right for all the fucking bullshit he pulled! from the lying, cheating, threats, and trying to force me to fuck him, I'm fucking sick of him, and now he'll know not to fucking mess with me.
Guess what? Almost a year later, and hes still fucking harassing me. He was even stalking me last year, but the school refused to do anything about it, and gave me ISS for a week because i was "spreading rumors". Im still fucking pissed about it. He never got expelled. He got 3 girls pregnant over the summer and none of them knew about each other. I found out the ring he gave me was stolen from one of his last girlfriends. Every word he speaks to me is a fucking lie and hes gstting so bad at it that im ab!e to call him out whenever he messes up a detail. He switched classes to share some with me, and insists on sitting either directly behind me or to my side, even when i switch seats to get away. Hes trying to act all nice now, but he treats everyone around me like shit to get me alone with him. Im fucking sick of him. Better yet? Last year, he had the balls to tell me to kill myself, and i retorted with " someday, i will". An hour later, he went to the office, claiming that i told him to kill himself. His best fucking friend ratted him out, and i was still the only one to get several days of detention. Hes dated basically everyone in my friend group, and all of them finally believe how bad he is. Im fucking done with him. Im fucking done with life. Im only living right now just to fucking spite him because if he wants me back soooo fucking bad, im making myself HIS problem. Ill make myself too much for him to handle. Hell, if i wanted to stoop to his level, all gather up all his other exes, and we'll treat him exactly how he treated us.
Surprise... I'm still alive I guess... Idk, I feel lonely, and all that BS..
I'm that first person they talk about in all the books
I'm that perspective you cannot doubt, see how I look
Control the narrative reliably, baby, it's all about me
And I wrote the book about throwing the book at those who don't do it by it
So now I'm holding myself hostage, Stockholm lust just looks like justice
And enough lefts don't make the right but two wrongs do
Oh man, Sun Tzu would love this
Beating my dead high horse off the high road to low ground
'Cause if you shake your fist at snakes in grass
It looks like punching down
So, God forbid I'm seen just as an average human being
I mean, imagine if protagonists just died in the first scene
I'm the gap between a tragedy and comedy
Don't come at me
I'm the main character, and you have to like me
I'm that perspective you cannot doubt, see how I look
Control the narrative reliably, baby, it's all about me
And I wrote the book about throwing the book at those who don't do it by it
So now I'm holding myself hostage, Stockholm lust just looks like justice
And enough lefts don't make the right but two wrongs do
Oh man, Sun Tzu would love this
Beating my dead high horse off the high road to low ground
'Cause if you shake your fist at snakes in grass
It looks like punching down
So, God forbid I'm seen just as an average human being
I mean, imagine if protagonists just died in the first scene
I'm the gap between a tragedy and comedy
Don't come at me
I'm the main character, and you have to like me
you okay?
define "Okay"?
I gotta be totally honest with you, I'm not okay. as you know, my life at home has always been not that great, but it feels like the world is turning into hell right now, and not in a fun, slightly appealing way (like a helluva boss/Hazbin Hotel way), but like a burning alive sort of way, and I just don't know what to do, and it feels like when I try to climb out of this hole, I'm digging myself deeper into a grave, and I'm just scared, and sad, and lost, and confused. Everything's just fucked. I'm fucked up. My life is fucked. it's just a mess.
I'm sorry, that was really negative. I'm just not feeling okay, and I've been shoulder deep in one family crisis after another, and half of them have nothing to do with me, but I'm trying to help these family members I've only vaguely met once, and there's this thing that's going on with my mom that has everyone on edge because the doctors said she could have cancer, and she should avoid stress, but my step-dad and her won't stop fighting, and fighting, and I'm scared that he might just abandon us like my dad did, and if my mom does have cancer, and dies, I can't legally go to any of my immediate family, so me and my brother would be put in foster care or something, and could be separated, and I'm just so scared, and whenever I try to leave the house to just clear my head and destress my mom says something like "Don't you wanna stay, and spend sometime with me? I won't be alive forever" and I don't know if she's trying to guilt trip me or not because she never actually tries to spend time with me, or my brother, and I just don't know what to do, so I'm just trying to take care of all these people cause she can't, and it sucks.
Songs to blast in the presence of my Step-dad (Teen Rebelion playlist)
1. Rat by penelope scott
2. Loser by Neoni
3. Show & Tell by Melanie Martinez
4. Family Line by Conan Gray
5. ABCDEFU By Gayle
6. Victoria's Secret
more on the way >:3
1. Rat by penelope scott
2. Loser by Neoni
3. Show & Tell by Melanie Martinez
4. Family Line by Conan Gray
5. ABCDEFU By Gayle
6. Victoria's Secret
more on the way >:3
honestly, I'm really proud of this... this piece of digital art took me 3 months last year-
Hi guys, just wanted to tell ya'll that I'm changing my PFP... it's art that I made (that took my 5 days)... I'm relly proud of it, and I hope y'all like it:)
Someone: "You used to be such a sweet little girl, and now your a wreck, wtf happened?"
Me: "First of all, that's total BS. Secondly, Character development."
Me: "First of all, that's total BS. Secondly, Character development."
(New story coming out! here's a little teaser/ meme-ified versions of the characters involved [mostly OCs, but also characters from The Sun, and Moon Show on Youtube] The New story will be called "Project Night-Light")
1: Choices
Starlight: "Love"
Shooting Star: "Hate"
Nightshade: "Heart"
Silent Night: "Control"
Aurora Borealis: "CAFFINATE!"
??? (his name isn't going to be confirmed for a while): "Melatonin."
2. "I HOPE YA DIE IN A FIYA!!"
Silent Night: "Deck the halls with gasoline."
Aurora: "Fa la-la la-la la-la-la-la!"
Shooting Star: "Light a match, and watch it gleam :>"
Aurora: "Fa la-la la-la la-la-la-la!"
Starlight: "Now the daycares burnt to ashes!"
Aurora: "Fa la-la la-la-la la la la!"
???: who said you guys could play with matches-?"
Aurora: "FA LA-LA LA-LA LA-LA-LA-LA!!!"
3. The Perfume Bar
Nightshade: "Hey is this perfume, or alchohol?"
Starlight: *big sip* "Perfume" *walks away, still drinking* (I did this once-)
4. Knife :>
Moondrop: "What've you got there?"
Silent Night: *lying sarcastically* "A smoothie."
Shooting Star: *running by* "A KNIFE!"
Sun: "NO-!"
5. ~Vines~
Aurora: *looks at everyone* "Look at all those CHICKENS! :D"
Silent Night: *rolls eyes* "what an idiot"
Aurora: "wait a minute.... who ARE you? :D"
6. Everyone is trapped in an elevator-
Nightshade: *crying in the corner (claustrophobia + trauma*
Moondrop: *trying to comfort Night (doesn't know how, F in the chat for Moon-)
Starlight: *banging hands against the door* "LET US OUT!!!"
Sun: *trying to stop Star because it could really damage them*
Shooting Star: "LET'S RESORT TO CANNIBALISM EARLY!!"
Bloodmoon: "YES! LET'S SPILL ROBOTIC BLOOD!!!"
Silent Night: *knows what to do, but let's the others tear eachother apart*
Eclipse: *enjoying the destruction*
Lunar: *trapped everyone in there by pressing all the buttons*
Aurora: *is getting blamed for it all because they taught Lunar that the buttons light up...*
(part 2 in comments:))
1: Choices
Starlight: "Love"
Shooting Star: "Hate"
Nightshade: "Heart"
Silent Night: "Control"
Aurora Borealis: "CAFFINATE!"
??? (his name isn't going to be confirmed for a while): "Melatonin."
2. "I HOPE YA DIE IN A FIYA!!"
Silent Night: "Deck the halls with gasoline."
Aurora: "Fa la-la la-la la-la-la-la!"
Shooting Star: "Light a match, and watch it gleam :>"
Aurora: "Fa la-la la-la la-la-la-la!"
Starlight: "Now the daycares burnt to ashes!"
Aurora: "Fa la-la la-la-la la la la!"
???: who said you guys could play with matches-?"
Aurora: "FA LA-LA LA-LA LA-LA-LA-LA!!!"
3. The Perfume Bar
Nightshade: "Hey is this perfume, or alchohol?"
Starlight: *big sip* "Perfume" *walks away, still drinking* (I did this once-)
4. Knife :>
Moondrop: "What've you got there?"
Silent Night: *lying sarcastically* "A smoothie."
Shooting Star: *running by* "A KNIFE!"
Sun: "NO-!"
5. ~Vines~
Aurora: *looks at everyone* "Look at all those CHICKENS! :D"
Silent Night: *rolls eyes* "what an idiot"
Aurora: "wait a minute.... who ARE you? :D"
6. Everyone is trapped in an elevator-
Nightshade: *crying in the corner (claustrophobia + trauma*
Moondrop: *trying to comfort Night (doesn't know how, F in the chat for Moon-)
Starlight: *banging hands against the door* "LET US OUT!!!"
Sun: *trying to stop Star because it could really damage them*
Shooting Star: "LET'S RESORT TO CANNIBALISM EARLY!!"
Bloodmoon: "YES! LET'S SPILL ROBOTIC BLOOD!!!"
Silent Night: *knows what to do, but let's the others tear eachother apart*
Eclipse: *enjoying the destruction*
Lunar: *trapped everyone in there by pressing all the buttons*
Aurora: *is getting blamed for it all because they taught Lunar that the buttons light up...*
(part 2 in comments:))
(PART 2!!) 7. The Daycare is on fire- (NOT RELATED TO #2, I SWEAR!)
Nightshade: "I'LL SAVE YOU ALL!" Starlight: *Gets marchmallows* Shooting Star: *having a conversation with the fire* Silent Night: *gave Aurora a lighter + framed them* Sun: *panic mode* Moon: *trying to put out the fire, but Shooting Star is trying to stop it (because the fire is their "friend") Bloodmoon: *cause of fire* eclipse: *has planted evidence to frame Aurora* Lunar: "SAVE THE TOYS!!" Aurora: *is being framed, and had ran away as soon as possible*
Nightshade: "I'LL SAVE YOU ALL!" Starlight: *Gets marchmallows* Shooting Star: *having a conversation with the fire* Silent Night: *gave Aurora a lighter + framed them* Sun: *panic mode* Moon: *trying to put out the fire, but Shooting Star is trying to stop it (because the fire is their "friend") Bloodmoon: *cause of fire* eclipse: *has planted evidence to frame Aurora* Lunar: "SAVE THE TOYS!!" Aurora: *is being framed, and had ran away as soon as possible*
(Teaser 1 for a new Episode for Kateline's Diary)
There will come a soldier, who carries a mighty sword.
He will tear our city down
oh lei, oh lie, oh, lord
Oh lei, oh lie, oh lei, oh, Lord
He will tear our city down
Oh lei, oh lie, oh lei, oh, Lord
There will come a soldier, who carries a mighty sword.
He will tear our city down
oh lei, oh lie, oh, lord
Oh lei, oh lie, oh lei, oh, Lord
He will tear our city down
Oh lei, oh lie, oh lei, oh, Lord
