You apologized

You keep reminding me that

I know you did

I can make myself

Believe you meant it

And that you weren't forced

And though I’ve forgiven

It’s hard to erase

What you did to me

You were never real

At least not with me

And how can I love

When I don’t even know

You might as well

Have been speaking a

Different language

Translated incorrectly

For me to hear

You knew me for me

And loved me

I appreciated that

I still do

But I loved you

For someone you weren’t

And now that I know

I must either relearn

Or move on

But will my heart let me relearn?