Now I know

the life you live behind me

now I know

the difference from what’s beside me

now I know

the jokes the games the thrills

it gives me chills

because now I know

you're broken

how could I not have seen

the signs

the difference

the light that’s in your eyes

how could I be so blind

to the sadness

you never struck me as the sort

who never tried as hard

and fell up short

but then you never

struck me as the kind

who didn’t speak their mind

I need to know, am I really that bad?

you wouldn’t come to me

even when you're sad

you said it wasn’t for me

that’s no excuse

I thought we were being honest

but now I can’t find the truth