I've always wanted one of those super intimate connections with someone, where you know each other better than you know yourself, someone who you can do anything with. I have a relationship that comes close to that, but then they also live two hours away, so I don't get to develop that relationship with them as much as I'd wish to. I'm pretty big on being honest, especially about who you are as a person, and that both attracts and repels people. I think among some of my friends I'm almost a curiosity. I'm a child of European immigrants, grew up around children of Latin American immigrants, and now live a state over where most people are All American™. So I'm this queer trilingual kid who dresses in all black and sits in the corner that no one in the room has known any longer than 3 years. I have a fair amount of friends, which I'm satisfied with. I guess I just wish I had a deeper connection with at least one em, ya know? It's my fault that I don't cause I tend to isolate and hide myself even when I promise myself I won't, but I have unrealistic expectations in life sometimes.
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